tramatic events in your childhood that effected you for life

[Hawaiian Punch]

if i told ya'll , i would never hear the end of it from you guys, cuz it is very traumatic, sick and perverted really , so imma keep it to myself

No you should tell it because it's a forum and the anonymity should give you the peace of mind to get it off your chest.

 

[killacal]

i was going to elaborate but i felt that it was too personal. what makes me cringe is when people tell me how i should get over it as if nothing happened like this one shrink that i went to and left after the next visit because dude was straight up insensitive. you know, when other people hurt you like that for no reason starting at an early age where it continues for a period of time and nobody is there to save you (your parents, adults and nobody stands up for you as a child) and help you cope with how you feel, what happened to you or the emotional and mentally pain that you dealt with, you deal with it in your own way. i grew up around that where it made me start to hold grudges by the age of 9 and mad with the world and other people by the age of 12 or 13 where i felt that the way to go was by hurting other people in order to be respected or to have nobody f*ck with you. it pisses me off when people tell me like "get over it" as if that sh!t happened in one day when i had to go through that sh!t for years. that's why you have some people turn into homicidal maniacs because they aren't taught how to cope with their emotions after going through such.

Do you think the fact you were molested lead to you being gay?

 

[Fredrick Thuglas]

When I was 9 a cop waived a gun at the door window cause we wouldn't let him in the crib.

Been in a car accident when I was kid, the car damn near flipped over...evryone walked away unscratched

when I was 8 my friends little brother was pushed in front of a moving car and was killed.

 

[sanityovar8ted]

No you should tell it because it's a forum and the anonymity should give you the peace of mind to get it off your chest.

well since someone else has shared who has went through a similar experience i guess i could as well. my 15 yr old cousin used to make me suck his dikk when i was 6 and i repressed it for many years. memories started coming back as a teenager and i rebelled and acted out and became sexually active at a early age 13. i have since went to therapy have healed but it was hard.

 

[Dada]

When I was 9 a cop waived a gun at the door window cause we wouldn't let him in the crib.

Been in a car accident when I was kid, the car damn near flipped over...evryone walked away unscratched

when I was 8 my friends little brother was pushed in front of a moving car and was killed.

Why? Anyone punished?

^Missed that post somehow. @Sanity. I'm sorry that happened. Terrible.

 

[HNIC973]

well since someone else has shared who has went through a similar experience i guess i could as well. my 15 yr old cousin used to make me suck his dikk when i was 6 and i repressed it for many years. memories started coming back as a teenager and i rebelled and acted out and became sexually active at a early age 13. i have since went to therapy have healed but it was hard.

wtf do you still see him?sick shyt right here

 

[Hawaiian Punch]

well since someone else has shared who has went through a similar experience i guess i could as well. my 15 yr old cousin used to make me suck his dikk when i was 6 and i repressed it for many years. memories started coming back as a teenager and i rebelled and acted out and became sexually active at a early age 13. i have since went to therapy have healed but it was hard.

I know I said speak your mind but I honestly was not expecting that one

 

[sanityovar8ted]

wtf do you still see him?sick shyt right here

rarely

 

[sanityovar8ted]

I know I said speak your mind but I honestly was not expecting that one

 

[Fredrick Thuglas]

Why? Anyone punished?

For who...

Punishment for the cops?...

Punishment for my friends little brother...I don't know, but I doubt it. He was being chased by some kids after school so its a pretty good chance they got away with it.

It fukked his brother up in a way I cant explain til this day. He was throwed after that. He wasn't mopping around he was just off. I swear I don't know how to explain it. The school sent a letter to us to give to our parents. Our teachers were talking to us about it on some counselling type shyt. Needless to say I ain't see him in school after that.

 

[Pazzy]

Do you think the fact you were molested lead to you being gay?

first and foremost, i never got molested. why you and marty thee don are wishing that happened to me shows how fukked up in the head you both are.

 

[killacal]

first and foremost, i never got molested. why you and marty thee don are wishing that happened to me shows how fukked up in the head you both are.

reread what u posted breh sounds like you were touched

 

[The 2020 New Member]

What was he on, pcp?

yes, actually.

 

[DOUBLE UP]

when i was 7 i watched my brother leave to go to circumcision school, he came back the same day covered in a blanket..he died from the shock of a sharp knife going through his dikc.. fast forward wen i turned 18 and it was my turn to get circumcised, i was scared as shyt but the only thing to carry me through it was that i was doing it for my older brother. i did it, me and my dad had never been cool since my brother died, it was like i couldnt live up to my his expectations, my bro was the golden boy.

After i got back from the school my dad cried and hugged me, he was so proud of me, we have been cool ever since.

 

[IronFist]

i have a couple of stories i have to come back to this thread