I never really followed the trial evidence/statements like that. I suppose because it’s uncomfortable subject matter and I always believed he was innocent based on gut feel.
I have seen some questionable things though like commissioned artwork with Pan the goat leg god hidden behind veils, flutes leading kids etc and also clear delusional lies about plastic surgery and his kids being white. All don’t mean anything really in relation to actual charges but did make me question how I perceived his character.
Unlikely we will ever know for sure