She wasn't just a friend I would hit and smash. She was the type that I thought about marrying and making her my wife. I loved that women man

. I tried to make her mine before; but at the time she wasn't ready. Then I find out she was using the money I gave her, to help her boyfriend pay his rent. I didn't even know to much about this NIKKA.
To make matters worse this Nikka, ended up beating her and treating her like sh!t.

. Through all the lies, she told me. I just hoped she would be mine. One of those " I see the light" type situations. She even said I treat you like a shyt. Why do I continue to hold on? I don't know man.

Going through heartbreak is horrible.
Sorry for the vent!!