The question is moving forward, do I be a cold calculated,bitter, a$$hole; or still try to look for serious relationship.That takes real courage, to leave a mentally abusive style relationship. I commend you for that.I really relate with this story of having someone stabbing you in the back.
Good luck to you!
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There's too much fukkery out there, and I don't have the patience to be trying make something serious work with the though infidelity in the age of technology. It's too easy to cheat.