what happened? how did it fall apart?I'm so-so nowadays, but we seperated last August and I've never been so messed up emotionally in YEARS. It's really fukked up and if I wasn't strong individual I would have given up already. You lose a huge part of yourself when your marriage falls apart. We're not divorced yet.
It hit me when she collected the rest of her stuff in January. My sister was there cos she told me it would be better if I left the house while she (my sister) stayed and let my wife and her dad collect the rest of her things. When my sister called me and told me they'd left, I came back to the house and seeing the place half empty was devastating because that's when it finally hits you that its really over. If it wasn't my friend and my sister staying with me that night I don't know how I would have coped with that shyt, because believe me it was really bad. My sister has been divorced so she understood.
But the pain you feel, I wouldn't wish on my worse enemy. Time is a healer though and although I'm not over it yet I'm better than how I was six months ago. Thankfully we never had children together. I just want the divorce to be over once and for all so I can truly move on with my life, what she does after that is up to her.
I'm so-so nowadays, but we seperated last August and I've never been so messed up emotionally in YEARS. It's really fukked up and if I wasn't strong individual I would have given up already. You lose a huge part of yourself when your marriage falls apart. We're not divorced yet.
It hit me when she collected the rest of her stuff in January. My sister was there cos she told me it would be better if I left the house while she (my sister) stayed and let my wife and her dad collect the rest of her things. When my sister called me and told me they'd left, I came back to the house and seeing the place half empty was devastating because that's when it finally hits you that its really over. If it wasn't my friend and my sister staying with me that night I don't know how I would have coped with that shyt, because believe me it was really bad. My sister has been divorced so she understood.
But the pain you feel, I wouldn't wish on my worse enemy. Time is a healer though and although I'm not over it yet I'm better than how I was six months ago. Thankfully we never had children together. I just want the divorce to be over once and for all so I can truly move on with my life, what she does after that is up to her.
I'm so-so nowadays, but we seperated last August and I've never been so messed up emotionally in YEARS. It's really fukked up and if I wasn't strong individual I would have given up already. You lose a huge part of yourself when your marriage falls apart. We're not divorced yet.
It hit me when she collected the rest of her stuff in January. My sister was there cos she told me it would be better if I left the house while she (my sister) stayed and let my wife and her dad collect the rest of her things. When my sister called me and told me they'd left, I came back to the house and seeing the place half empty was devastating because that's when it finally hits you that its really over. If it wasn't my friend and my sister staying with me that night I don't know how I would have coped with that shyt, because believe me it was really bad. My sister has been divorced so she understood.
But the pain you feel, I wouldn't wish on my worse enemy. Time is a healer though and although I'm not over it yet I'm better than how I was six months ago. Thankfully we never had children together. I just want the divorce to be over once and for all so I can truly move on with my life, what she does after that is up to her.
shyt, if you think you need psyche meds to get through it, fukking take them.
Going through that was LITERALLY the worst experience of my life. (And we still aren't even divorced yet because of retarded divorce laws that say you have to be "separated" a year before you can even file.![]()
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I was ON meds and I STILL had days where I contemplated walking in front of a bus or some shyt.
shyt's good as fukk now though.![]()