Ever Knew Someone That Went Crazy?

[eastside313]

explain this part. I thought it was just marijuana breeding.

But me and my brehs have a running joke about a dealer we know that he sells rat poison, cause its really that strong.

I used to grow weed a few years ago and there is so many chemicals you can feed your plant it's ridiculous. A lot of the homegrown indoor weed is heavy with the chemicals and if it's not grown correctly those chemicals won't be flushed out.


People in this thread seem to be singling out weed as if cocaine and meth and heroine and all those types of drugs aren't 10x worse than weed.

Prescription pills is probably the worst out of all drugs.

 

[Guess Who]

It is what it is my nikka.

It's sad with my brother, though, because he was well on his way to a pro basketball career, broke his leg badly, career finished, and never was the same. Dude lives with my mom again now and just stays in the crib all day--only leaves his room to smoke cigarettes and eat. Him and I were super close growing up, but now we've probably spoken the equivalent of 100 words to each other in the past year.

What made it bad with my moms is when she got sick (besides the obvious shyttiness of her being sick) I was still a teenager and it really fukked up my academic and social development. I shut down emotionally, became depressed myself, went from being a gifted kid to a nihilistic recluse with a myopic world view who didn't give a damn about anything and started running with drug dealers, vagrants, and vagabonds...and a whole lot of other shyt.

Then I eventually turned my own life around. My mother got better. But my brother is still living in hell. It's a long story. Book worthy. Maybe I'll write it one day.

 

[moodymaroon]

explain this part. I thought it was just marijuana breeding.

But me and my brehs have a running joke about a dealer we know that he sells rat poison, cause its really that strong.

Intuition tells me its not natural, So i'm running w/ that. Who knows tho the stuff you come across may actually be just marijuana breeding. If that's the case light one for ya breh

 

[ryshy]

I'm schitzo..the first time it happened is cuz I smoked weed for the first time..it unlocks the crazyness....it only lasted for a few hours..then 4 years later I went full crazy,.i still can't smoke weed..everytime I try I feel schitzo..

Do u get the physical symptoms, awkward/unconttollable movement, blunted affect, zoned out appearance, etc? Cus im looking up signs of schizophrenia development and i literally have all that shyt.

 

[malbaker86]

It is what it is my nikka.

It's sad with my brother, though, because he was well on his way to a pro basketball career, broke his leg badly, career finished, and never was the same. Dude lives with my mom again now and just stays in the crib all day--only leaves his room to smoke cigarettes and eat. Him and I were super close growing up, but now we've probably spoken the equivalent of 100 words to each other in the past year.

What made it bad with my moms is when she got sick (besides the obvious shyttiness of her being sick) I was still a teenager and it really fukked up my academic and social development. I shut down emotionally, became depressed myself, went from being a gifted kid to a nihilistic recluse with a myopic world view who didn't give a damn about anything and started running with drug dealers, vagrants, and vagabonds...and a whole lot of other shyt.

Then I eventually turned my own life around. My mother got better. But my brother is still living in hell. It's a long story. Book worthy. Maybe I'll write it one day.

you think there is any "hope" or chance for him to eventually seek some help? Or is it just a forgone conclusion that there's nothing anybody can do to help em?

 

[Hawaiian Punch]

Im actually a firm believer in weed being a precursor for schizophrenia

You may have a point. I think some people are predisposed to getting it from smoking. Friend of mine from high school lost his mind from a laced blunt like smokey from Friday, but not in a funny way. You talking about a normal everyday nikka into hip hop and fashion that turned into a semi-homeless nikka who would go weeks with bathing and begging nikkas to hide him because 'they' were after him. Turned into a straight paranoid schizophrenic. Last I heard he got committed for a stretch and been on meds.

 

[Guess Who]

you think there is any "hope" or chance for him to eventually seek some help? Or is it just a forgone conclusion that there's nothing anybody can do to help em?

I'm sure he can get better. The problem is that he's doesn't want to admit to himself that he needs help despite coming clean about experiencing delusions, and auditory and visual hallucinations. He's one of those macho type dudes who can't admit weakness and he sees admitting to have a mental illness as being weak.

Or maybe he's scared, it's hard to call it.

 

[Hawaiian Punch]

weed can't cause schizophrenia

but there are drugs and shyt that happen in life that can trigger deep issues. people with mental illness tend to use drugs as the coping method. i guarantee all the people, people are posting about in here who came off as "seemingly" normal then did some drugs and became all weird and shyt had mental illness issues already but they werent full blown or it wasn't visibly noticeable, TO YOU. or something else happened in their life that really fukked with them and there are triggers. there are certain things that can trigger my mania or my depression. mental illness gets worse as you get older and experience more "tragic" emotionally and mentally affecting things.

when i was a kid, i was a real loner.. had no friends, had trouble interacting people, felt like i didn't belong, always assumed no one liked me, did some weird shyt, was kinda a bad kid... but once i got older and the affect of the dysfunctional alcoholic, not the best parenting environment i was being raised in and then experienced terrible bullying in middle school.. my issues got worse.

other than the fact, that I really should and need to get help.. a big reason why I recently took a step to get my bipolar in check is because bipolar 1 can progress where the person starts getting psychosis and experiencing schizophrenia symptoms. i've never heard or saw shyt, but it scares the shyt out of me to think that my illness could progress into that as i get older.

most people who "know me", other than close family members and 2 non family members, don't even know Im bipolar and struggle with bipolar, anxiety and really deep self esteem issues. i talked to this person one day, I've known since I was like 16 (im about to be 25) about it, after he asked me where I've been the past year (i go through period of mania where i become sociable and hype for a few weeks or 2 months..then really bad long depression where I just don't talk to anymore or hang out with people besides family for long periods of time and just like disappear) he was like "wow, really? you don't seem like that at all.. you've always seemed really happy and confident and like "normal". which to me, was so fukking weird.

so it's simplistic to be an outsider and just be like "i knew some guy who was normal, had his shyt together blah blah... then he smoked weed or did psychedelics and now he's crazy". no, he probably always had some issues, they went untreated and got worse with life experience and time.

@hypo666

That very well could have been the case with my friend.

 

[Amestafuu (Emeritus)]

Bro im sry but u dont know what ur talking about here. This is biology. You cant think through it, and if you can it still takes time. But for some people the instant thc touches their system it sets off a chain reaction, i remember i used to get anxiety when i smoked but after smoking through it for literally 2 years i learned to conquer it. I wouldnt recommend doing this because its likely your msssing with more than anxiety.

My advice is smoke mid your first time. Something about loud bud is just different than mid it fukks with your head alot more.

You totally missed the point people smoke too much and chieefing is promoted in rap culture. It's like binge drinking every time you have a drink it's retarded. People brag about how much they smoke like its a great feat. Everything in moderation... If you can get paranoid off 1 hit then you have bigger problems

 

[Amestafuu (Emeritus)]

Not really. Your not being honest with yourself.

So white people are engineering weed the same weed they are smoking to destroy us black people is something you actively cosign?

 

[Jesus]

Crazy fukks

 

[ryshy]

You totally missed the point people smoke too much and chieefing is promoted in rap culture. It's like binge drinking every time you have a drink it's retarded. People brag about how much they smoke like its a great feat. Everything in moderation... If you can get paranoid off 1 hit then you have bigger problems

well im saying that some people can get fukked off one hit and it is a big problem, so your right there, except then theres no moderation just don't smoke. I do agree that people overindulge in weed, they treat it like a pill or something. I honestly am good off like 2 nice bong bowls (by good I mean smackkkkeeeddddd) to the dome, with my friends I need atleast 3 nice bowls with another person to get really baked. When I get baked like that I don't smoke much the rest of the day because I still have a buzz. I hate wasting weed and constantly smoking massive amounts means your doing it wrong.

 

[Swirv]

I let my cuz eat some weed brownies. When I left he said he saw shadows moving. He is straight now but I wont let him touch anything weed infused.

 

[WaveGang]

This some idiotic shyt breh...

you're probably white, I spit the real. some can handle it, mostcant

 

[Theraflu]

Drugs features in too many of these stories...