Ever Knew Someone That Went Crazy?
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i wouldn't blame the weed use; ptsd perhaps? America doing some fukkshyt in Afghanistan
thoushallhustle
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a good friend of mine in college. one minute she was fine and i laid down to take a nap and when i wake up i getting calls from all our friends about her saying she was talking about some weirds tuff and not making any sense. i still dont know alot of what happened but i think some of our guy friends took advantage of her sexually during her psychotic break. she left school and never came back.
I'm Billy FUCO!!
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nikka WHY YOU SCARE ME LIKE DAT
shyt LIKE THIS SUPPOSED TO BE IN SPOILERS WITH A WARNING
I used to fukk with this white chick who was 3 years older than me and the more I got to know her, the more batshyt insane I released she was. She started smelling like wet dog and tried to gold dig me. bytch smelled like stale french fries and old now-n-laters.
She apparently ran away from home, but she said her father kicked her out. She stole her best friend's xbox 360 "as a prank" and also said her ex-boyfriend raped her. (She didn't say no when they were having sex and didn't protest when he was blowing her back out. She said she enjoyed it but regretted losing her virginity so she considers herself raped.)
She is about to get married to this wierd gothic nikka but I cut her off two years ago b/c the bytch was missing a few marbles. She was a straight up fruitcake who used people.
She apparently ran away from home, but she said her father kicked her out. She stole her best friend's xbox 360 "as a prank" and also said her ex-boyfriend raped her. (She didn't say no when they were having sex and didn't protest when he was blowing her back out. She said she enjoyed it but regretted losing her virginity so she considers herself raped.)
She is about to get married to this wierd gothic nikka but I cut her off two years ago b/c the bytch was missing a few marbles. She was a straight up fruitcake who used people.
Have any other dietary advice for how to promote harmonious and efficient brain function?
Can't say I trust your opinion I mean u like starring at male culo...she was bad when i knew her, breh. i swear.
It's a trigger for those who are already predisposed
Again you already had that issue weed doesn't cause it but can trigger it...
This some idiotic shyt breh...While I agree, its undeniable what sub culture smoking trees is synonymous with. We're targeted, no two ways about it
Also to note, its been proven in study that the weed buzz has a greater effect on black people than white (i.e. we get higher) *Proven* In retrospect knowing how evil and treacherous white people are, its not unfathomable that they would create strains which have adverse effects of users discriminative by race. You see how they used biological chemical warfare on the Native Americans albeit 400yrs ago or whatever.
Food for thought
Yea we're all connected from the lands of West Africa, alot of similarities between us, despite this whole false national identity given to us to divide us. Obeah is too real, one reason I'm weary of Island women... but mi love dem tuh rass
Weed can be used without smoking for u fearful bunch. We have a culture of drug abuse. Stop smoking too much puff a bowl or make some butter.
I don't know what people expect. If your abusing anything drug food drink it will hurt your body and mind. Nikkaz need to learn to smoke less simple.
I don't know what people expect. If your abusing anything drug food drink it will hurt your body and mind. Nikkaz need to learn to smoke less simple.
Exactly
This is what I was trying to explain in my post, outside things can trigger symptoms of mental illness.
It's actually a big topic talked about amongst people with bipolar, is trying to recognizing or become aware of things, people or situations that trigger symptoms so we can learn to cope with it better in a healthy more functional way.
Truly sad story here
My mom was cool with this haitian lady in Miami. Our fam go way back to the neighborhood in Haiti. Lady moved here and had 3 kids. Oldest was daughter named Martine who i was cool with. Cool ass girl. Sweet child. We were always friends from the time i moved here.
Anyway chick goes off to college gets her degree and gets the opportunity of a lifetime to go work in Germany. She fell in love with some white dude over there and they were together for a while until she had to come back and stay in Miami for a while on a family emergency (mom got arrested and was pending deportation). She stayed and took care of her little brothers and sisters for about 6 months. Then when things got resolved she took the first plane back to Germany. She gets there and finds that the white dude had moved on with some african chick (turns out homie loves himself some black women). She lost it. She eventually had a nervous breakdown and had to be hospitalized while in Germany. She was put in a mental hospital and eventually sent back home to the U.S.A.
Ever since her return it's been up and down. She can be stable for a while but every now and then she erupts and needs to be heavily medicated.
Please don't ask me for the details of her condition because i do NOT know. Just know that she's now deemed "crazy" by everyone and has to sometimes be restrained so she doesn't hurt herself.
I'm mad at myself that ever since she came back from Europe 5 years ago i haven't had the time to go see her. Seems like when I'm in Miami there is never enough time or she may be out of town herself (I hear the younger sister sometimes comes get her and take her away for weekends) or she may be in the hospital. I miss my friend y'all
My mom was cool with this haitian lady in Miami. Our fam go way back to the neighborhood in Haiti. Lady moved here and had 3 kids. Oldest was daughter named Martine who i was cool with. Cool ass girl. Sweet child. We were always friends from the time i moved here.
Anyway chick goes off to college gets her degree and gets the opportunity of a lifetime to go work in Germany. She fell in love with some white dude over there and they were together for a while until she had to come back and stay in Miami for a while on a family emergency (mom got arrested and was pending deportation). She stayed and took care of her little brothers and sisters for about 6 months. Then when things got resolved she took the first plane back to Germany. She gets there and finds that the white dude had moved on with some african chick (turns out homie loves himself some black women). She lost it. She eventually had a nervous breakdown and had to be hospitalized while in Germany. She was put in a mental hospital and eventually sent back home to the U.S.A.
Ever since her return it's been up and down. She can be stable for a while but every now and then she erupts and needs to be heavily medicated.
Please don't ask me for the details of her condition because i do NOT know. Just know that she's now deemed "crazy" by everyone and has to sometimes be restrained so she doesn't hurt herself.
I'm mad at myself that ever since she came back from Europe 5 years ago i haven't had the time to go see her. Seems like when I'm in Miami there is never enough time or she may be out of town herself (I hear the younger sister sometimes comes get her and take her away for weekends) or she may be in the hospital. I miss my friend y'all
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My homie from college.. well I went to college, he sang with a popular regional band. The band was almost identical to Hootie and the Blowfish. My homie was a big and tall version of "Hootie".
I believe it was the cocaine.
After the band sh"t went south, this niqqa was able to get better jobs than me, cleaned up real nice. Then he just bugged out and started staying at the homeless shelter. Asking people if they were sent to kill him. Thought he was being watched by people pretending to be construction workers (actually just real construction workers).
Niqqas say they saw him walking through town bottomless and all kinds of weird sh"t.
So he texts me one day like "I'm here."
Me: "Here where?"
Him: "I told you I was gonna come stay with you. I'm at the shelter. Come pick me up"
I was living 500 miles away from our home state and this guy catches a bus and expects me to take care of him. I never went to see him the whole time he was in my state. Niqqa stayed out here six months at a shelter texting me pics of him sitting under a Charlie Brown Xmas tree in a schmedium Members Only jacket and sh"t like that.
This is 100% true.
I believe it was the cocaine.
After the band sh"t went south, this niqqa was able to get better jobs than me, cleaned up real nice. Then he just bugged out and started staying at the homeless shelter. Asking people if they were sent to kill him. Thought he was being watched by people pretending to be construction workers (actually just real construction workers).
Niqqas say they saw him walking through town bottomless and all kinds of weird sh"t.
So he texts me one day like "I'm here."
Me: "Here where?"
Him: "I told you I was gonna come stay with you. I'm at the shelter. Come pick me up"
I was living 500 miles away from our home state and this guy catches a bus and expects me to take care of him. I never went to see him the whole time he was in my state. Niqqa stayed out here six months at a shelter texting me pics of him sitting under a Charlie Brown Xmas tree in a schmedium Members Only jacket and sh"t like that.
This is 100% true.
paranoid schizo runs in my family, some of my first memories were visiting my mom in a Charter clinic, she had a nervous breakdown when i was 3
i have some of the same issues but its not as bad as hers. i talk to myself often and since i was young, i used to draw maps and just stare at them for hours on end, envisioning the map coming to life and using that as a way to escape my reality. i am still doing this to this day.
my real dad was a vietnam vet and between the war and cocaine, his mind is permanently altered.
my bmama mama lost her mind and got kicked out the jects for having too many cats, believed they were portals for souls, and that her son had soul-stealing capabilities. she started moving her and her kids from shelter to shelter, from Mobile to NYC. started talking about the gates of hell opening up and wearing special eye liner to keep the demons away. she has seen my daughter exactly twice in 6 years. she went hitchiking Toronto to Miami, and then left her youngest daughter in Miami. that daughter is now on heroin and coke. Her only son bounced around from shelter to shelter, auntie to uncle, until finally their dad got out of jail. he is collecting ssi checks now for mental illness. I think their mama is/was on crack, and they just mentally blocked it out but its the only justification i can make.
i have some of the same issues but its not as bad as hers. i talk to myself often and since i was young, i used to draw maps and just stare at them for hours on end, envisioning the map coming to life and using that as a way to escape my reality. i am still doing this to this day.
my real dad was a vietnam vet and between the war and cocaine, his mind is permanently altered.
my bmama mama lost her mind and got kicked out the jects for having too many cats, believed they were portals for souls, and that her son had soul-stealing capabilities. she started moving her and her kids from shelter to shelter, from Mobile to NYC. started talking about the gates of hell opening up and wearing special eye liner to keep the demons away. she has seen my daughter exactly twice in 6 years. she went hitchiking Toronto to Miami, and then left her youngest daughter in Miami. that daughter is now on heroin and coke. Her only son bounced around from shelter to shelter, auntie to uncle, until finally their dad got out of jail. he is collecting ssi checks now for mental illness. I think their mama is/was on crack, and they just mentally blocked it out but its the only justification i can make.
