Ever Knew Someone That Went Crazy?

[malbaker86]

Truly sad story here

My mom was cool with this haitian lady in Miami. Our fam go way back to the neighborhood in Haiti. Lady moved here and had 3 kids. Oldest was daughter named Martine who i was cool with. Cool ass girl. Sweet child. We were always friends from the time i moved here.

Anyway chick goes off to college gets her degree and gets the opportunity of a lifetime to go work in Germany. She fell in love with some white dude over there and they were together for a while until she had to come back and stay in Miami for a while on a family emergency (mom got arrested and was pending deportation). She stayed and took care of her little brothers and sisters for about 6 months. Then when things got resolved she took the first plane back to Germany. She gets there and finds that the white dude had moved on with some african chick (turns out homie loves himself some black women). She lost it. She had a nervous breakdown and had to be hospitalized. She was put in a mental hospital and eventually sent back home to the U.S.

Ever since her return it's been up and down. She can be stable for a while but every now and then she erupts and needs to be heavily medicated.

Please don't ask me for the details of her condition because i do NOT know. Just know that she's now crazy and has to sometimes be restrained so she doesn't hurt herself.

I'm mad at myself that ever since she came back from Europe 5 years ago i haven't had the time to go see her. Seems like when I'm in Miami there is never enough time or she may be out of town herself (I hear the younger sister sometimes comes get her and take her away for weekends) or she may be in the hospital. I miss my friend y'all

Man.....make time to go see her bruh

 

[malbaker86]

paranoid schizo runs in my family, some of my first memories were visiting my mom in a Charter clinic, she had a nervous breakdown when i was 3
i have some of the same issues but its not as bad as hers. i talk to myself often and since i was young, i used to draw maps and just stare at them for hours on end, envisioning the map coming to life and using that as a way to escape my reality. i am still doing this to this day.
my real dad was a vietnam vet and between the war and cocaine, his mind is permanently altered.

my bmama mama lost her mind and got kicked out the jects for having too many cats, believed they were portals for souls, and that her son had soul-stealing capabilities. she started moving her and her kids from shelter to shelter, from Mobile to NYC. started talking about the gates of hell opening up and wearing special eye liner to keep the demons away. she has seen my daughter exactly twice in 6 years. she went hitchiking Toronto to Miami, and then left her youngest daughter in Miami. that daughter is now on heroin and coke. Her only son bounced around from shelter to shelter, auntie to uncle, until finally their dad got out of jail. he is collecting ssi checks now for mental illness. I think their mama is/was on crack, and they just mentally blocked it out but its the only justification i can make.

 

[NoMoreWhiteWoman2020]

edited because in retrospect this post had too much personal info

 

[Exit9NJturnpike]

Almost lost it in 2009, grandfather died and I couldn't cope with it, but I've been battling depression since I was a youngin. I keep procrastinating on getting help, maybe I like torturing myself

 

[NoMoreWhiteWoman2020]

this thread has me thinking, and damn, mental illness is very prevalent back home.

i had this other friend, she was a lesbian but we used to mess around back in the day before i got with my bm. her mom had been given up hope on her, used to cuss her out, had her locked up, and she was in alternative school for stabbing a girl at school.
as the years went on, i would see her at random city events. she ran over and killed one person and severely harmed another, and when she somehow got out of jail, started prostituting and snorting coke. the last time i saw her, my niece had just died, and it was just by chance me and my nephew saw her on the street a couple of days before the funeral. she was snorting coke every 15 minutes, and living in a house with no power, with her "supposed" real father, selling her ass to support her drug addiction. she was high at the funeral, and i literally had to tell her if you cause a scene i will kick the living shyt out of you.
i havent seen her since because i moved not too long after that. i hope she has gotten help, but im 99% sure she hasn't. and that coke made her even more schizo.


Mobile Police Make Arrest in Felony LSA Involving Pedestrians
Posted: Nov 26, 2012 6:09 PM EST By Wkrg Staff
On Saturday, November 24, 2012, at approximately 6:05 p.m., Mobile Police officers arrived at Government and Catherine Streets where they found one male and one female victim in the roadway. Officers learned the victims had been struck by a vehicle, which was last seen northbound on Catherine Street. Both victims were transported to USA Medical Center where the female, 23 year-old Ashley Marie Avis, later died. The male victim is being treated for his injuries and is expected to recover.

On Sunday, November 25, 2012, 24 year-old Denesha Lavace Christian turned herself in at Metro Jail and was subsequently arrested and charged with Leaving the Scene of an Accident with Injuries.

Traffic Homicide Detectives will continue the investigation. If anyone has information about the incident, please call the Mobile Police Department at (251) 208-7211.

 

[Colilluminati]

This is one of the worst threads I seen on here.

 

[moodymaroon]

I think the problem is this genetic engineering of weed. It was never meant to be as strong as it is today. Its turned into something unnatural.
Meshed with the culture, youd get laughed at and rediculed for smoking reggie or even mids. I smoked with a breh once that had some piff straight from Cali, i never smoked weed so potent, i never liked being that high, i couldnt function, i was deeeep in my mind it was a half step lower than psychadelics. When I smoked I kept it to reggie or mid. Loud aint my steelo

I had to stop smoking that GMO WEED . Certain areas in the Tri-State if not all have been haunted w/ it for like the last 5 years. You could buy from different dealers in different areas, I bet you they all have the same or similar super potent "sour" or "kush" (supposedly from cali) so potent it border-line smells like chemicals. It's so bad you can't find reggie if you wanted. Nikkas be all souped up like "yeaaa we smoking that good" meanwhile sheeit restructuring your DNA. FOH I had to take my mind back.

 

[Ego Noir]

I had to stop smoking that GMO WEED . Certain areas in the Tri-State if not all have been haunted w/ it for like the last 5 years. You could buy from different dealers in different areas, I bet you they all have the same or similar super potent "sour" or "kush" (supposedly from cali) so potent it border-line smells like chemicals. It's so bad you can't find reggie if you wanted. Nikkas be all souped up like "yeaaa we smoking that good" meanwhile sheeit restructuring your DNA. FOH I had to take my mind back.

explain this part. I thought it was just marijuana breeding.

But me and my brehs have a running joke about a dealer we know that he sells rat poison, cause its really that strong.

 

[eastside313]

This some idiotic shyt breh...

Not really. Your not being honest with yourself.

 

[Clark Wayne]

Sad thread but it really confirms the idea that mental illness is a major problem in the black community and more often than not it goes unchecked until it's too late.

 

[ryshy]

So hes schizo and theres a chance it was exacerbated by weed hmm interesting

Honestly i think im one of those crazy ppl, but more in a hes fukking up type of way not like that dude is possessed.

Yes and it's sad that America really doesn't provide enough resources to effectively deal with it.

ive seen it myself man these homeless people who came from shyt also are blessed with mental illness plus the drugs. If theyre strong enough to not OD then they still periodically go to mental hospitals, which are essentially just for you to calm down. Staying there a week costs thousands and if uts your first time theyre gonna poke and prod you, which will also cost thousands. In other words, if ur mentally ill you better hope your well off also.

 

[Guess Who]

my mother...she got better.

my brother...he hasn't.

 

[eastside313]

My cousin who I grew up with flipped out and went crazy. His moms(my aunt) went to jail when he was around 10 and he had to go live with his father ands step mother. The mental abuse from that stepmother got him and his sister all fukked up in the head. He was always weird to me, so whenever he came to detroit I always trying to get him some coochie. As we got older around 20 his moms started to drop hints about him being gay
I didn't believe it because I hooked him up with chicks, fast forward a few years and he hangin around this old couple and they turns him out. He 22 years old and a fukkin crackhead This my favorite cousin and shyt so it got me fukked up. From there he just started getting worse and worse and in and out of jail and now it's a rap. Last time he got out was the first time I actually could see him switching in and outta personalities. He trying to tell me that the chick who worked at the jail was in love with him and used to send him secret messages over the PA system. His moms was right all long when she would tell me he should just come out the closet and it would be ok. His drug use was all the because he couldn't deal with the fact he is a gay and after smoking all that crack now he is certified lunatic.


Back in day somebody slipped my pops a Mickey and he was fukked up. He was still able to function in society and work and all that, but he would go into these rants anywhere anytime about him being god. Talk about how people was out to get him and saying shyt like the people at McDonald's put something in his coffee. nikka used to put signs all up on his block talkin about gods coming back and all that.
Then I remember going to his crib and we chilling watching the game or some shyt and I would hear weird shyt like it was a radio on. He would say his stereo picks up cb radio from truckers or some shyt.
Everybody said he was crazy but I experienced some real crazy shyt when I lived with him makes me think it was something around him some type of demon or some shyt. I had to get the fukk outta there. My sister said she never experienced no crazy shyt over there though.

 

[malbaker86]

my mother...she got better.

my brother...he hasn't.

 

[ryshy]

Weed can be used without smoking for u fearful bunch. We have a culture of drug abuse. Stop smoking too much puff a bowl or make some butter.

I don't know what people expect. If your abusing anything drug food drink it will hurt your body and mind. Nikkaz need to learn to smoke less simple.

Bro im sry but u dont know what ur talking about here. This is biology. You cant think through it, and if you can it still takes time. But for some people the instant thc touches their system it sets off a chain reaction, i remember i used to get anxiety when i smoked but after smoking through it for literally 2 years i learned to conquer it. I wouldnt recommend doing this because its likely your msssing with more than anxiety.

My advice is smoke mid your first time. Something about loud bud is just different than mid it fukks with your head alot more.