Anybody on here Schizophrenic? Wanna vent...

[Rozay Oro]

 

[Rozay Oro]

This website is proof of the saying that mentally ill people flock to the internet. No wonder so many of you fukk nikkas stay posting

fukk that saying and fukk you.
Mad extroverts dumb as hell anyways, look at social media in general.

 

[thoushallhustle]

I knew a dude who had this. One of the most fukked up, evil motherfukkers I met in my life. He was so arrogant and mean to people. He hates taking medicine because of the side effects so he was always in and out of the mental hospital. I had to cut him off for my own sake but every time I check his social media he still seems off.

 

[SheWantTheD]

I get a monthly haldol injection . I started having episodes at 19 I wasn't diagnosed til I was 25 tho n it took 6 yrs to find the right meds for me.

That monthly injection helps?

 

[bouncy]

I had smoked some salvia for the first time, and this happened to me!

I thought the people on tv were laughing at me because I had some porn on the computer, but they would only laugh when I was away from the tv, when I went to it, everything was normal again.

What I think happened was two things. One, was low in blood sugar, and I've learned when that happens, for whatever reason, I get negative thoughts. This happened to me when i puffed some strong herb, and I was really hungry, I thought the police were coming to get me.

The second reason is my conscience was somehow elevated when I used these two herbs. With the porn, I felt bad for watching it, and with the weed, I felt like the police was coming to get me for getting away with having weed mailed from another country. I felt like they were setting me up. I couldn't stop looking out the window. Once I ate, things calmed down.

Science has shown niacin plays a part in schizophrenia, but I think its also our minds being abused from society that we start attacking ourselves. I think at those times I was also at my weak points, and felt like I fell off from how society thought I should be or should I say the people around me, and it effected my subconscious. I just never dealt with it. Maybe this is why a lot of schizophrenia happens around college years, people are stressed out about their lives, not sure what they are going to do to be happy, they are not eating right, and something pushes their nerves over the limit. So, its both diet, and your conscience.

What that salvia experience taught me was that you have to be comfortable in your choices or it will eat you up, even though you don't feel it consciously. You really shouldn't do things you are ashamed of, embarrassed about, or be around people who make you feel this way for doing what you like! I guess quieting your mind, being around people who accept you for you, and eating/exercising properly is how you should live. In this world that is hard because everyone expects so much from you, especially in the u.s. We value status, not character, and if you are a sensitive person, this isn't good if you don't meet the expectations. I think schizophrenia will raise now that we have social media, and cameras everywhere, any little thing people deem bad, thousands of people will judge you for it, and even more harshly being that they are anonymous or you will never meet them. People will always be on edge, even when its no reason to be.

For people who have it, have you tried just walking a lot, and eating a mostly carb:protein diet(from whole foods, not processed)? I was just wondering what your lifestyle is like.

I say walking a lot, because it helps your body deal with carbs, more blood flow to the brain consistently, and make use of the carbs/protein, and it helps you calm down, especially on a sunny day.

 

[Paradise50]

I've been around quite a few schizophrenics the past 2 years and I'm starting my first job as a nurse working in behavioral health (start Tuesday).


A schizophrenic off their meds is easily the most shyt to deal with .....I feel bad for folks who deal with it and it's interesting how many black people are diagnosed with it compared to other races not sure if it's racist cac shyt or if growing up in economical deprived areas filled with violence and drugs traumatize black folks mental make up as the grow up.




Mental health is fascinating to me and I look at people like any other patient. I hate the stigma that surrounds folks that deal w/ these illnesses.

 

[NotaPAWG]

ITS DOABLE NATURALLY .. JUST TAKES COMMITMENT

Dude shut up. Meds can literally save peoples lives. Get outta here with that all natural crap.

I've tried that, I told myself for years that I could not take meds and deal wyty it on my own. WRONG. I'm unable to be a functioning member of society due to my untreated mental illness. People like yourself don't realize how dangerous your advice can be

 

[87 others]

The voices differ.. sometimes I think I can read ppl thoughts cuz I hear whole conversations that aren't real. I have busted into rooms ready to fight asking wtf u just say...it's crazy

I appreciate you being so open about your condition. I have one question, though. From everything I have heard and read, people with schizophrenia don't realize that hearing voices or seeing shyt is abnormal. Supposedly, they're unable to differentiate between what's real and what's not and believe that everyone else is crazy. I see you typing from the perspective of someone who realizes that the voices are all in your head. Was it always like that? Did it take meds to get you to that point?

 

[bouncy]

I was researching more on society, and the cause of mental illness, and i found this article. I think it has a lot of truth to it.

The More a Society Coerces Its People, the Greater the Chance of Mental Illness

 

[Paradise50]

Dude shut up. Meds can literally save peoples lives. Get outta here with that all natural crap.

I've tried that, I told myself for years that I could not take meds and deal wyty it on my own. WRONG. I'm unable to be a functioning member of society due to my untreated mental illness. People like yourself don't realize how dangerous your advice can be

Exactly, man. It literally can come down to life or death for some. Same for some bipolar folks.

Met this girl that was off her lithium and was hella manic. On her meds she's normal and operates the offices of her familys business. Off her meds? You'd think she was straight up insane and dysfunctional

 

[NotaPAWG]

Exactly, man. It literally can come down to life or death for some. Same for some bipolar folks.

Met this girl that was off her lithium and was hella manic. On her meds she's normal and operates the offices of her familys business. Off her meds? You'd think she was straight up insane and dysfunctional

Yeah I have bipolar. It's fukking hard. And people with bipolar are more likely to kill them selves compared to someone with depression because of how impulsive we are.

I was on lithium but hated it. And was actually being prescribed so much I ended up being poisoned.

I tried to go back to school, to college last month but ended up dropping out the second week. I couldn't do it.

When I was 19 and younger I spent 5 years in and out of hospitals, trying out different meds etc until I said fukk it and told myself I could deal with it on my own. I'm now 27 and about two months realized I just can't do that. I need professional help. It's gotten so much worse as I've gotten older. I deal with more so the depression than the mania but the past few years I've been dealing with "rapid cycling" which is bouncing between the two and there's been times where I'd be all the way up just to come crashing down like 10 times throughout a day for a few weeks. It made me want to kill my self so bad. It's so bad for your brain health

 

[MF budz]

I know i have anxiety and depression. From life and it runs in ny family. Ive only been to the er once and one dr visit for it. Never actually been to a psychiatrist to fully know what i have and talk about it. Could be bipolar too. I just try to exercise and stay busy. Try test my boundries with my anxiety so i dont live a boring life.

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

Im at work, and I need to get a knife to open a package of Sangria, in my mind Im like "what if I just stabbed someone right now"

It gets way more fukked up then that


I have my anxiety under control now, and astonishingly, Ive gotten to a point where my mind aint in the gutter all the time. Mostly Im just chilling.. But I still have the occasional thought

Hardcore hip hop helped me conquer my pure OCD. Being able to associate my fukked up thoughts with music, and sentiments expressed by MC's. Like that shyt helped me assert control over the situation

I know how you feel man. I can be very calm and have violent thoughts. I play with knives at work. I imagine hurting people everyday. Today this guy I don't like was near the sink. I imagined drowning him in the sink and leaving his body in the sink.

I think about throwing hot oil on people and beating them with hot baking sheets or rotisserie spits. I want to lodge a meat clever in someone's chest. Or take a serrated knife and stick it in someone's throat.

Luckily I control myself. I pray everyday I don't lose my temper. So far so good.

 

[SAINT]

I have very mild anxiety, you would never guess it if you saw or had a conversation with me though. I think it's cause my family expects me to be some smart athletic individual while my peers expect me to be some cool, athletic womanizer by the way I carry myself. So whenever I don't exceed those expectations , I hate myself for a small period of time and become self conscious. I started giving less fukks lately though

 

[Paradise50]

Yeah I have bipolar. It's fukking hard. And people with bipolar are more likely to kill them selves compared to someone with depression because of how impulsive we are.

I was on lithium but hated it. And was actually being prescribed so much I ended up being poisoned.

I tried to go back to school, to college last month but ended up dropping out the second week. I couldn't do it.

When I was 19 and younger I spent 5 years in and out of hospitals, trying out different meds etc until I said fukk it and told myself I could deal with it on my own. I'm now 27 and about two months realized I just can't do that. I need professional help. It's gotten so much worse as I've gotten older. I deal with more so the depression than the mania but the past few years I've been dealing with "rapid cycling" which is bouncing between the two and there's been times where I'd be all the way up just to come crashing down like 10 times throughout a day for a few weeks. It made me want to kill my self so bad. It's so bad for your brain health

I send positivity that you can find a medium