funny, i was just talking about this.
a few thursdays ago something happened very early in the morning that pissed me off, i mean really pissed me off..straight up could have killed someone anger and then a couple hours later i got a call from back home and got told a relative had breast cancer this shyt just added to it.. so i went out, had to go to the bank and i was going to go to the gym but i wasn't feeling well.. i had ran out of my medication i take to stop from getting any pain from the acid in my stomach that goes into your throat so i was feeling that and decided fukk it.
when i got back to where i live at around 2 in the day, had lunch etc.. everything started to get worse shyt was painful.. so i went for a walk for some air went back home..i tried to go to sleep but i couldn't blah blah blah.
i'd say around 5 nearly 6 i'm still feeling like this so i call this girl i'm friends with and she comes round all the while i'm breaking wind sounding like Barney from the Simpsons.. and as time goes on my chest is sore as fukk, feel like i was having a heart attack, i felt like when i was talking i was losing my breath so she offers to drive me to the hospital for my piece of mind.
i kid you not, as soon as i got to the hospital and was there it felt like a weight off my shoulders and i gradually felt ok.
got hooked up to the monitors..heart, blood pressure, checked my breathing etc.
doctor comes around an hour laters and told me everything was fine and she told me i basically had an anger/stress induced panic attack.. because i was angry before i even started my day and then getting bad news brought on my sickness and i was anxious and it all culminated.
gave me my medication for my stomach, told me to cut down on my caffeine and spicy foods for a few weeks..stop worrying, make sure i take my medication and start to exercise regularly again.
i was embarrassed b...i thought i was having a heart attack.
shyt i used to be a super confident person..i slowed down a bit when i got sick a few years ago and i tend to overthink things a bit but the thought of every suffering from panic attacks surprised me.
refused the anxiety medication..i'm not big on that stuff, i don't even take medication for headaches.
i would never look down anybody that does take it though.
just shows you how bunch of stuff together can affect you.
edit-didn't think i typed that much.