I'm a servant of God, breh. Your inability to comprehend such a thing shouldn't result in being condescending. But it let's me know you're the type to get frustrated with deeper thoughts. So getting you to understand the most vast concept known to man could very possibly drive you completely mad.
After all, it's you who has been lied to his whole life, told God was a man, completely warping your concept. So you probably haven't even had a basic introduction to the true concept of God. If you're frustrated over the simple concept of the Oneness of God alone you clearly aren't ready. Because that's the main principle taught by every prophet, including the Jesus you were taught to worship. If that simple concept confuses you then we can go no further because it only gets deeper from there.
And you haven't been following closely with the other cat and me so leave the "disprove" stuff out of it because you don't know who said what.