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I really hate when people say this. There's nothing selfish about suicide. You can't tell someone how to feel or how they feel. Suicide is a lot more than choosing death over your loved ones. It's not so simple.

It's not selfish. It's your life
It is selfish when you leave little kids alone in this wolrd to fend for themsleves. It's not only selfish it's fukked up.

but to them it was 
. What event was the breaking point ?at this point nothing makes me happy i always feel like the bottom gone drop out on me i'm in training for a project cordinator job but these white folks at my job are trying their best to sabotage that i been running my security company and have some concerts lined up (boosie,bando jonez) and i spend every other weekend with my kids but i still feel empty as hell me and the misses is off and on fukk man i been drinking and cryin and in the morning i'm just gone check myself in i don't even trust myself right now i just don't know what to do
It's wrong and selfishIt's not selfish. It's your life
Wrong? Yes.
Selfish? No.
at this point nothing makes me happy i always feel like the bottom gone drop out on me i'm in training for a project cordinator job but these white folks at my job are trying their best to sabotage that i been running my security company and have some concerts lined up (boosie,bando jonez) and i spend every other weekend with my kids but i still feel empty as hell me and the misses is off and on fukk man i been drinking and cryin and in the morning i'm just gone check myself in i don't even trust myself right now i just don't know what to do
I've been at my lowest breh....low as fukk....to the point that I felt worthless but I just think about how much more fukked up my life could be which thankfully it never got that bad
It is selfish when you leave little kids alone in this wolrd to fend for themsleves. It's not only selfish it's fukked up.
Most definitely could be your surroundings, thought about moving?at this point nothing makes me happy i always feel like the bottom gone drop out on me i'm in training for a project cordinator job but these white folks at my job are trying their best to sabotage that i been running my security company and have some concerts lined up (boosie,bando jonez) and i spend every other weekend with my kids but i still feel empty as hell me and the misses is off and on fukk man i been drinking and cryin and in the morning i'm just gone check myself in i don't even trust myself right now i just don't know what to do
Get help and get in touch with people who can help. I know it's cliche but it's very true what people say 'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.'at this point nothing makes me happy i always feel like the bottom gone drop out on me i'm in training for a project cordinator job but these white folks at my job are trying their best to sabotage that i been running my security company and have some concerts lined up (boosie,bando jonez) and i spend every other weekend with my kids but i still feel empty as hell me and the misses is off and on fukk man i been drinking and cryin and in the morning i'm just gone check myself in i don't even trust myself right now i just don't know what to do
I never mentioned any of those other things.suicide isn't more selfish than being a deadbeat parent, or a substance addicted parent or any parent who neglects their child. it is more permanent than the alternatives, the deadbeat make still be alive somewhere in the world but not in contact, the child could grow in to an older person and search for their parent, or the parent could be in jail for life, or addicted for life, the child could grow and witness, experience that--whereas the parent being dead is just that dead..
