Depression finally won

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@nawlinsnfinest We need you breh :DKKhaled:

I love reading your LSU posts. It's a small contingent of us on here.

Take the time and get your mind right, I've been to the dark places you're talking about. Do some things you love to do and spoil yourself for awhile.

Glad you're getting help breh. Don't stop fighting:salute:
 

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Your attempts failed for a reason, wait until you find out what that reason was, you will be glad you didn't commit suicide, I promise you.

Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, Endure in Tribulation, and persevere in prayer.
 

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I read yesterday that dude that presented yo mama. The black guy... Killed himself
 
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i tried to walk into on coming traffic tonight tried to drive off the road i'm gone check myself in at this point i wouldn't even fight for my life if something were to happen to me. i dont want to cause no pain and don't want my kids to cry but at this point i just want the suffering to stop. i even tried to start a fight with a motorcycle club and they wasn't going dude told me they not doing my dirty work. fukk it time to go to the hospital
Seek help bruh.
This is the second time I read about a dude going into depression and sharing it on an Internet forum.
I know I catch a lot of flack for being an ex-cop, but the one thing I learned in police training is that suicide attempting people don't really want to kill themselves, but they want the pain to end. They don't know of any other options. These people who do end up getting professional help end up alive and in a much better state of mind.
 

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Everyone isn't going through that kinda shyt :heh: Brehs need to do their googles on depression

Ok not everyone tries to commit that if you wanna get all technical about it...just trying to encourage the breh to get some help :whoa:
 

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Ok not everyone tries to commit that if you wanna get all technical about it...just trying to encourage the breh to get some help :whoa:
Nah, he needs to get technical about in regards to getting professional help. You can't deal with that using simple antidotes, he needs medical attention.
 

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i think this website needs to have some kind of outreach program. i'm sure there has to be members who are counselors or social workers. there are way too many members who have noticeable mental health issues.

i already suggested an area for mental illness..
@Liu Kang recommended using higher learning
and i think @sanityovar8ted has/had a group

this is like the 15th suicide thread i've seen at thecoli in last 2 years
probably more that i didn't even see
staff deletes the really scary ones-
one guy posted pictures with a gun to his head
doing a countdown to when he would pull the trigger
the mods/admins just have to use their best judgment in those cases

usually i just dap the first person topost that 800 number and k.i.m.
people mean well but you never know the cirucmstances
i hope people can get help and resources they need (trained professionals)
 

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Kills me man. Some people think that depression is some shyt like when your spouse leaves you or your career is going bad. Nah, true depression has nothing to do with that kinda shyt. It is an actual disease, not a situation.

Exactly! Depression is a medical condition, a chemical imbalance of the brain. Its not just something you can snap out of, and if you can't then oh well, you're just not ~*trying hard enough*~

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best thing to do is think good thoughts, seek some help and let all that negativity out the way. pick up a hobby like jogging, working out, listening to music etc. to let all that frustration out the way. also surround yourself with good people cause they can be your crutch when your feeling down. believe me everyone's got a struggle including myself and everybody else. keep strong and don't let anything bring you down.
 

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at this point nothing makes me happy i always feel like the bottom gone drop out on me i'm in training for a project cordinator job but these white folks at my job are trying their best to sabotage that i been running my security company and have some concerts lined up (boosie,bando jonez) and i spend every other weekend with my kids but i still feel empty as hell me and the misses is off and on fukk man i been drinking and cryin and in the morning i'm just gone check myself in i don't even trust myself right now i just don't know what to do


You need to have better appreciation for yourself ... There are immigrants dying to get here, infertile people who envy your kids, disabled folks who envy your body, old people who envy ya youth, blind people who envy ya eyes etc....

Right now you are procrastinating....


Trying to kill yourself and posting here is failing at failing.


You ain't serious enough to go through with it. And ain't serious enough to find resolve/something to live for.


Nah get off ya ass and do something.
 

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People still think mental illness is a cliché.
They always say that same bullshyt "suck it up breh, shyt going to get better." Or " your family needs you, stop being selfish." But none of that shyt matters to the person who suffering with depressions and once get depressed no amount of " oh it's going to be alright" bullshyt works.

Once you get suicidal
It's only going to end 3 ways
  1. You offing yourself
  2. Your Coke to Jesus moment where you OD or use some other method to kill yourself and survive. I know a guy who blow half his face off with a shotgun and survived made him he was better off before because now he can barely talk because his tongue is gone.
  3. Most logical choice even if you don't realize it check yourself in a psych ward its going to be weird at first but opening yourself up to people is the first step to treatment and then you get your meds they'll mellow you out.
One piece of advice don't run to a forum about your mental health issues because you got people who still think mental illness is taboo. Just run to that psych ward and let professional who understand mental illness. Just remember don't be guard and a wall up when you check yourself in. It's a process, just embrace it.
 

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i already suggested an area for mental illness..
@Liu Kang recommended using higher learning
and i think @sanityovar8ted has/had a group

this is like the 15th suicide thread i've seen at thecoli in last 2 years
probably more that i didn't even see
staff deletes the really scary ones-
one guy posted pictures with a gun to his head
doing a countdown to when he would pull the trigger
the mods/admins just have to use their best judgment in those cases

usually i just dap the first person topost that 800 number and k.i.m.
people mean well but you never know the cirucmstances
i hope people can get help and resources they need (trained professionals)
the coli nuthouse but its on tumbleweed status
 

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Man look, people dont understand how real it gets, some people are gonna sit here and say man up but its not that simple, you need a change of life experince and even then you'll have to watch yourself.

Man just think about the people that care for you and need you and remember that it could always be worst and there are people that would die to be in your shoes depression equipped. Stay strong, get help and stay off the internet as much as possible. Its low key depressing.


I hope you find the help and guidance you need. Its out there, keep strong man.
 
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i tried to walk into on coming traffic tonight tried to drive off the road i'm gone check myself in at this point i wouldn't even fight for my life if something were to happen to me. i dont want to cause no pain and don't want my kids to cry but at this point i just want the suffering to stop. i even tried to start a fight with a motorcycle club and they wasn't going dude told me they not doing my dirty work. fukk it time to go to the hospital

Why are you depressed?
 
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