Depression finally won

[YoungSimpson]

Why are these sentiments so prevalent on this board?

Wasn't there another thread like this a few weeks ago by a female on here?
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A bunch of pump faking attention whores on here. There have been like 20-30 threads on here with the same woe is me shyt fishing for daps, nobody ever goes through with it.
OP DM me, I got some advice for you.

 

[hatechall]

Turn off your computer, your cellphone and your television unless you absolutely need them to carry out a mission. Spend some time in nature with people you love. I think you'll start to enjoy life again, as you did when you were a kid.

I damn near lost my mind a couple weeks ago after my mom was hospitalized twice in the span of a week. It seemed like everybody around me couldn't feel my pain and my fears. I did something stupid...got thrown in jail on my 30th fukking birthday, which is a special time for me because me and my mom share the same birthday. She was in the hospital and I was in jail. I never expected that to happen, but you know what? I accept it for what it is. Jail made me realize that everybody is going through similar challenges, and I find comfort in that. Sometimes the forces of nature takeover and put us in circumstances that are beyond our control. All you can do is make the most of them. Stop believing that the weight of the world is on your shoulders. If you don't trust yourself, ask god to send somebody to take care of you. They will come.

 

[PortCityProphet]

i tried to walk into on coming traffic tonight tried to drive off the road i'm gone check myself in at this point i wouldn't even fight for my life if something were to happen to me. i dont want to cause no pain and don't want my kids to cry but at this point i just want the suffering to stop. i even tried to start a fight with a motorcycle club and they wasn't going dude told me they not doing my dirty work. fukk it time to go to the hospital

Get better bruh. Take care of yourself man. You can fight through it, there's a brighter day on the other side of your depression. And I mean that from the heart bruh

 

[I AM WE ARE]

This was not about attention, daps, rep, none of that everybody i called or texted or reached out to last night didn't respond. i sincerely thank everyone here even the negative comments cause i needed to hear that as well. i went through every emotion at work from crying to being out right mad and ready to fight for no reason. my auntie called and found out i've had 2 uncles kill themselves dealing with depression and one aunt that it led to hard drugs. i just wanted to see my kids again my youngest was so happy to see me i just broke down crying even my ex wife asked if i was ok. i got family trying to help me move back home to nola but i don't want leave my kids in tn. so now im just looking for a place for treatment close by. once again thank ya'll for everything.

 

[James Gordon]

Dont be a quitter man fight this for the kids fight one day one night at a time

 

[@ReallyReal]

Believe me luv 1.........
I know exactly what u going thru.......

#realshyt

 

[Super Ramon]

Smoke a blunt mayne

 

[JudgeJoeForilla]

I really hate when people say this. There's nothing selfish about suicide. You can't tell someone how to feel or how they feel. Suicide is a lot more than choosing death over your loved ones. It's not so simple.

Yeah but when you have people depending on you... Taking your own life due to the way you feel is selfish. It's a self motivated act.

 

[ThisWorldAintRight]

This was not about attention, daps, rep, none of that everybody i called or texted or reached out to last night didn't respond. i sincerely thank everyone here even the negative comments cause i needed to hear that as well. i went through every emotion at work from crying to being out right mad and ready to fight for no reason. my auntie called and found out i've had 2 uncles kill themselves dealing with depression and one aunt that it led to hard drugs. i just wanted to see my kids again my youngest was so happy to see me i just broke down crying even my ex wife asked if i was ok. i got family trying to help me move back home to nola but i don't want leave my kids in tn. so now im just looking for a place for treatment close by. once again thank ya'll for everything.

Bruh I wish you the best. You one of my favorite posters in JBO. May you overcome your demons and live a happy and productive life.


Peace....

 

[Indiglow Meta (R$G)]

Felt the same but I'm in another country and I have a kid on the way.
Up front pay policy.

 

[GoFlipAPack]

Stop the fukkng pity party. You have 100s of reasons to live. You continue to focus on the bad stuff. Feed your mind with positive stuff

 

[Clayton Endicott]

Yep.

you better be ready for the misses to be analyzing the hell out of you breh. It's hard to turn it off when you're not working.

She already does . Not so much me, but other people.

 

[darius19]

for anyone in the Coli who meets someone suicidal in real life, the WORST thing to say is something along the lines of " I understand what you're going through, everybody goes through hard times", because in their heads, they feel that they are dealing with a lot worse than the regular person, and so saying that is just agitating them more. Instead, just listen to them and be there for them, that's what a lot of them really need to keep from offing themselves - just someone to vent to.

as for OP, my prayers are with you

 

[Gonzo]

i tried to walk into on coming traffic tonight tried to drive off the road i'm gone check myself in at this point i wouldn't even fight for my life if something were to happen to me. i dont want to cause no pain and don't want my kids to cry but at this point i just want the suffering to stop. i even tried to start a fight with a motorcycle club and they wasn't going dude told me they not doing my dirty work. fukk it time to go to the hospital

You ok bro

 

[nkb97]

Man look, people dont understand how real it gets, some people are gonna sit here and say man up but its not that simple, you need a change of life experince and even then you'll have to watch yourself.

Man just think about the people that care for you and need you and remember that it could always be worst and there are people that would die to be in your shoes depression equipped. Stay strong, get help and stay off the internet as much as possible. Its low key depressing.

I hope you find the help and guidance you need. Its out there, keep strong man.

Very true. VERY True.