I'm not familiar with the term...Real talk talk to me.
Its been years ....
I don't think so. I don't think about her much, and definitely not with the same adoration/disgust I did at one point, but literally everything that went downnoYou ate her ass, op?


everyday bruh...i think about my ex everyday. its been 4 years.
but its weird, i dont "miss her". when i see her at mutual friends house and what not, shes not the person i loved. i miss what we had but that person doesnt exist anymore.
its like a loved one dying, imo.
No.
The first love is like discovering a whole new universe with infinite dimensions and possibilities. After that love ends you're "self-aware." You're mindful that the new dimension has some really beautiful planets that seem inviting and nourishing, but internally is falling to pieces and that the terrain hides monsters that wait to destroy you. Basically, in the back of your mind you know things fall apart. You can't go back to be unaware.
Dream said it best:

).everyday bruh...

, a couple for 7.