Damn breh. Thats morbid as fukk.
Insert "he ain't lyin" gif. Highlight of most of my days is sleep a sporting event or some food. But I'm cognitively aware the food I enjoy the most I can't have often because it's slick killing me and worsening my health. The sports make people who look like me wreck their bodies for money they'll more likely than not piss away, while encouraging youth to follow them as opposed to educated professionals. As for sleep, well it's the cousin of death so I find comfort in the possibility of not coming back when I enter it, ironically between work, school, and life obligations I rarely get enough
Life is morbid/depressing for a lotta people by circumstance, especially folks with melanin some are just better at distracting themselves/focusing on the bright spots, others are stuck in the darkness
I'm trying to get right fully with diet (I'm fit, but not nearly as good as I could be). I just don't have drive anymore, for much of anything. Life is a job, probably mild depression, but the way my insurance set up, I really can't be finding shyt like that out, in addition to the stigma that come with mental health issues even though damn near everyone has some type of issue they just lock away because we're all supposed to act like everything is gravy
Welp
