I'll try to divulge more about this without telling who I am. I work in finance and didn't know that much about internships until my junior year. You must have internships in order to make it in the corporate world.
During one of my finance internships a mentor got me, i was the only black intern with 3 black guys working. One was cool the others in high positions were c00ns. Literally made fun of black ppl for laughs, I got into at dinner with one BC he was trying to exclaim that white ppl could say ****** with no problem. Then on top of that he was describing an incident where he said those no good ******s.

I couldn't take it anymore, I went off on his ass literally full on yelling match in front of everybody. But I was truly scared I realized. I realize if I wanted to make it I had to kiss ass like him and pander to their egos. This was a grown ass man who in no way shape or form mind could of been changed, he was gone and he was a "successful" black. I was sad for him and myself.
So I joined a smaller black firm and took the chance. Part of what I do we have to network a lot. We go to this meetings with rich white ppl like the ppl with real ass money. I introduce myself to these motherfukkers and they look me up and down

. They won't even acknowledge our presence when we speak to them. Like flat out ask them questions and they will not respond.

maybe 10% will do business with us

.
Its hard out here man, its impossible to do business in this country or even the world with dealing with white ppl and they hate u. There's nothing u can really do FAM

and were supposed to be a premier black firm.
I'm just saying man its a catch 22 out here u either c00n or try to make it while they push u down. Going out and doing it is way harder than u thank so all this black business talk is good talk but the walls built up are way higher than most can even imagine.
Pray for me brehs its hard out here I'm just trying to make it better for nikkas like me