Ever felt like commiting suicide?

DontDoIt

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Maybe. At one point. But the past is the past.

Its a new day oh yes it is!

You must learn to love yourself.

You must find your strengths and weaknesses.

You must live your life around your strengths.

Any activity or scenario that exposes your weaknesses should be avoided or taken in small doses. For instance, if life is beating you down because you're in college, and you're trying to major in something that allows you to make big money, but you just can't complete the coursework because it's not geared towards your strengths, then slow it down or consider another path that will allow you to eat and while living off of your strengths.

If you tend to participate in a social group where you're the target of jokes and slander, consider relocating.

You MUST set goals and have a life plan.

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No seriously. Sit down and create a life plan document that you will always have to fall back on when you get off of track. Most people who want to commit suicide walk around aimlessly with no real sense of purpose. In your life plan document, you should have clearly defined goals on where you WANT GOING to see yourself in 1 year, 5 year, and 10 years in each of the following aspects of your life:
  • Career
  • Education
  • Financial
  • Family
  • Artistic
  • Attitude
  • Physical
  • Pleasure
  • Public Service
  • Personal
After doing all this, then write down in great detail, HOW you plan on accomplishing these goals. 1 year, 5 year, 10 years.

Write down the reasons that you "think" you're failing in each of these aspects. Grade yourself. Be honest with yourself. Is there something that you like that you're doing financially? That's good. Put that in your document as something you would like to continue to do. Have a lot of debt? Mention that you want to pay off your $5000 credit card balance by 2017.

My friends, if you don't have any plans for life, and no religion or anything to keep you on track, you begin to lose the motivation to go on in life. You then begin to develop depression and soon enough you'll be asking questions like, "Why am I here? Whats the point of all of this?" Suicidal thoughts slowly develop.

Don't do that.
 
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Yea. I think that's why I'm so wreckless. I walk around with a "I wish a mother fukkers would" attitude all the time. At work they think I'm brave because of how I don't care who the fukk I'm throwing out or confront but I am just hoping that someone is just as crazy as I am to put me out of my misery for me. I just don't give a fukk and it shows. People say I'm angry but at times I don't feel angry, I have that under control but I don't fear death. Recently I been doing weird shyt like sit in cemeteries with a loaded handgun ready to pull that trigger. I've been told I'm selfish for wanting to take myself out. They say I have alot to live for but I think I lived enough. I wish I was the type of person that cares but I just don't give a fukk, I wish I had fukks to give.

I can most def understand just not giving a fukk. I've been there at a time of my life. Not wanting to die but not caring if death came. May i ask why do you feel this way?
 

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I can most def understand just not giving a fukk. I've been there at a time of my life. Not wanting to die but not caring if death came. May i ask why do you feel this way?
It's alot and I can't post it here. I'm basically an open gas tank filled with gasoline ready to explode if a spark comes my way.
 

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Thought about it multiple times. I just want to disappear sometimes.I feel like a burden to those close to me and other people just want to use and take advantage of me. If I could go off somewhere and kill myself in a way where no one finds my body, I'd do it. Usually, I think of another way out which keeps me going.

Time is ticking and if things don't work out for me I might have to commit that.
 
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It's alot and I can't post it here. I'm basically an open gas tank filled with gasoline ready to explode if a spark comes my way.

I feel u on that and understand not wanting to post about it. Whatever you're going thru i pray you not only get thru it but get to place where you conquer those feelings and can even help someone else going through something similar.
 

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I feel u on that and understand not wanting to post about it. Whatever you're going thru i pray you not only get thru it but get to place where you conquer those feelings and can even help someone else going through something similar.
Amen.
 

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I've thought about it. Was more scared of breAking my families heart. My mom always said she couldn't go on If she lost me or my little brother. But now that I have a kid it's not worth it. And way more selfish and careless. You may have a chemical imbalance and as much as I'm pro weed. It's not always the best thing. It never hurts to take a step back and truly evaluate your life and thought process.
 

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when i was first diagnosed with hyperacusis and tinnitus yeah.

i couldnt sleep nor concentrate on anything.
 
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