Everyday I wake up hoping it will be my last

[BlackDiBiase]

tbh if you truly wanted to kill yourself you'd find a surefire way. Finding out the 22 didn't work you could have just jumped in front of a bus. Or drive doing 100 on the wrong side of the highway or something. You not doing that tells me you don't want to go through with it. I'm not going to tell you to strive through it because I don't know or feel your pain. All I say is make sure it's something you truly want to do and not an answer to temporary problems or situations. But yes, life in general is fukking awful. I've been there breh.

not really bro, do you know the strengh it takes to embrace 'going out like that' suicide kinda takes balls. a lot of dudes would have offed themselves if there was an easy way out. smh.

 

[MikelArteta]

More than likely dude isn't ugly.

Its the way he perceives himself.

You can live in a big house and if that's all you know you don't think its big. Others are in awe of it oh wow.


The same way you project yourself if all you think is that you are ugly and thays all you have ever thought then until others project oh wow etc. You will be stuck in that mindframe.

Best way to overcome uglyness is stacking paper and hitting the gym.

 

[Lord Piffington]

Look at it this way brehbreh... the game of life gave you the difficult setting, beat that motherfukker and prosper

 

[The Realist Perspective]

not really bro, do you know the strengh it takes to embrace 'going out like that' suicide kinda takes balls. a lot of dudes would have offed themselves if there was an easy way out. smh.

I'm saying if there's a will, there's a way. If he wanted to do it he would have done it already. When you have plenty options to a problem, and one of your options doesn't fall through, does that really mean you're not going to go with plan b if it's a problem you REALLY want to solve? No.

And yes I agree it's a ballsy thing to do but again, if it's something really wanted then it would have happened.

 

[Malcolmxxx_23]

More than likely dude isn't ugly.

Its the way he perceives himself.

You can live in a big house and if that's all you know you don't think its big. Others are in awe of it oh wow.


The same way you project yourself if all you think is that you are ugly and thays all you have ever thought then until others project oh wow etc. You will be stuck in that mindframe.

i mean i bet he walks around in shame...ofcourse females wont be attracted to that


gotta walk like your the finest nikka on the street even if you aint..pause

 

[September]

at people in here offering him different methods.

Don't kill yourself. Get help or a hobby. Talk to someone. See a doctor or a therapist.

 

[Malcolmxxx_23]

I'm saying if there's a will, there's a way. If he wanted to do it he would have done it already. When you have plenty options to a problem, and one of your options doesn't fall through, does that really mean you're not going to go with plan b if it's a problem you REALLY want to solve? No.

And yes I agree it's a ballsy thing to do but again, if it's something really wanted then it would have happened.

naah he dont wanna die or kill himself

dude crying out for help

 

[ben anderson]

This seems like a sick joke thread, but in the event its not:

I had a good friend who just lost his fight with brain cancer last week. He was 27 when he passed. When he was diagnosed, he said to me and others that he would fight what was essentially a death sentence like mad and with every breath he had, and he did.

If you truly have given up on life thats truly a tragic thing, but even if we offer heaps and heaps of motivating, inspirational words --- if your heart and mind isnt willing to accept the precious gift bestowed upon you which is life and health, then our words will continue to fall on deaf ears. This is on you at the end of the day.

Just seems like you like to feel sorry for yourself a lot. If you really wanted to off yourself, you would have already....aint no such thing as half way crooks, so there is something that is keeping you alive. Whatever *that* is, build on it.

Why would I write all that out for a joke? Sorry about your friend

 

[MikelArteta]

Life is so short already, your healthy have food a place over your head that's better than probably half of the world. Hell you can win the lottery next week and your life fully changes, you never know what life has for you.

Why would I write all that out for a joke? Sorry about your friend

 

[Easy-E]

@ben anderson

Breh, talk to someone. Maybe your brothers. Call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline.

You've had it tough. But, ppl have made it thru worst.

Go to a church. Talk to your parents.

Death isn't going to solve anything.

Oh, and get off the internet. It'll give u the false impression that everyone is living a perfect life. Remember, no one is posting their missed payments or their bad relationships

 

[151_Pr00f]

You're only 21. You need to man up and stop being a bytch.

Focus on either improving your intellect or a skill in any talent you have. Devote your life to it. If no one will respects you or acknowledges you for anything else in life, it'll be because you've mastered a subject/craft. Lucky for you, time is still on your side.

Exercise, sculpt your frame into a god-like physique. If you don't have much to offer in the department of personality, some people are vain enough to respect you only because you look good. Use that to your advantage.

If you can't find the motivation to do any of the above, get counseling and antidepressants in either order..it may help get the ball rolling

Good luck

Oh and try not to waste so much energy caring what females think about you. Hold out for a couple of years, when your libido wanes and the women in their prime now get and desperate you may begin to see things from a different perspective.

 

[Taadow]

Son - it seems like you are living your life based on what others feel about you.
Fucc how they feel.

Hating your family isn't gonna do anything for you but take up space in your mind and heart.

From this story, it seems to me that the last time you were happy is when you were
"playing games or going outside shyt like that"...maybe you should go back to that someway.
IMO, the best thing about being an adult is having the resources to do what I wanted to do as a child.

 

[Turk]

You people give the worst advice

 

[No_bammer_weed]

Why would I write all that out for a joke? Sorry about your friend

'Cause you're saying all this bullsht about looking like Forrest Whitaker, and "no homo"...if you talking about ya life son, you ought to be more serious about the sht.

I didnt pass along the story about my boy nick to make you feel sorry for me. Its really something I didnt want to share on here...but what Im telling you is that watching a friend who was full of life deteriorate and pass at such a young age to an unforgivable disease really puts everything in perspective and its proper place.

You're crying about superficial sht that I GUARANTEE you doesnt mean 1/100th as much as you think it does...look outside yourself, find whats out there fam. Its there....I promise. You'll see it if you try.

 

[ben anderson]

'Cause you're saying all this bullsht about looking like Forrest Whitaker, and "no homo"...if you talking about ya life son, you ought to be more serious about the sht.

I didnt pass along the story about my boy nick to make you feel sorry for me. Its really something I didnt want to share on here...but what Im telling you is that watching a friend who was full of life deteriorate and pass at such a young age to an unforgivable disease really puts everything in perspective and its proper place.

You're crying about superficial sht that I GUARANTEE you doesnt mean 1/100th as much as you think it does...look outside yourself, find whats out there fam. Its there....I promise. You'll see it if you try.

nikka how the fukk does comparing my self to Forrest Whitaker and saying no homo imply that I'm joking.