Everyday I wake up hoping it will be my last

[Ciggavelli]

You need help breh. Talk to a professional and start working out. You may need therapy to get over your self-esteem issues or drugs if you are chemically imbalanced.

Writing this shyt out is good though. It's good to get your feelings out. Maybe start writing in a journal too, if you don't do that already.

Looks aren't everything. You can be the best looking guy out there, but if you are socially awkward you aren't pulling any girls. On the other hand, you see fat fukks that are funny, comfortable with themselves and confident and are pulling 8s and 9s. Women don't judge men on their looks as much as men do women. There is still hope for you, even if you are "ugly"

 

[Marci-Senpai]

dnt kill yoself nikka.....i know it feels like u dnt have ntn to live for but in reality your family loves u unconditionally so killing yourself will only make them depressed like u are now breh...be happy dammit

 

[Don Dada F Poppa]

nikka how the fukk does comparing my self to Forrest Whitaker and saying no homo imply that I'm joking.

Ayo the man throwing you jewels to take control of your own life and LIVE, not just wither away at the pathetic existence you're currently on the road of experiencing. Take heed of what he's telling you breh, it might just save your life and bring the happiness that you're searching for in your life.

 

[the cac mamba]

life is harsh, hug me dont reject me

 

[How Sway?]

take BJJ

 

[Ohene]

@ben anderson

Breh, talk to someone. Maybe your brothers. Call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline.

You've had it tough. But, ppl have made it thru worst.

Go to a church. Talk to your parents.

Death isn't going to solve anything.

Oh, and get off the internet. It'll give u the false impression that everyone is living a perfect life. Remember, no one is posting their missed payments or their bad relationships

do not talk to your parents @ben anderson.

ditch your family except your brothers. that shyt your pops said was real and you need to be around ppl who appreciate and see value in you for who you are. and most of all focus on what makes you happy.

surround yourself with positivity whether its your brothers, the music you listen to, the stuff you read on the net, the television you watch etc.

 

[Ohene]

Son - it seems like you are living your life based on what others feel about you.
Fucc how they feel.

Hating your family isn't gonna do anything for you but take up space in your mind and heart.

From this story, it seems to me that the last time you were happy is when you were
"playing games or going outside shyt like that"...maybe you should go back to that someway.
IMO, the best thing about being an adult is having the resources to do what I wanted to do as a child.

best advice given so far

 

[killacal]

Yall believe his tales
The gun didnt work
You didnt od
Your parents told you to stay home
The nonsense the girl said who banged you
My coli brehs we need to do better this aint shyt to joke about and his a new member

 

[baracka zulu]

Be one of those annoying c*nts who complains about their shytty ass existence instead of just ending it, brehs

 

[Money Be Green]

You live in B-more, Imma come threw and scoop you 1 day and we gone go to the strip club, fukk some bytches, and all your problems gone go away

 

[KinksandCoils]

You need to seek some counseling. Your family, besides your brothers ain't shyt. What kind of family would call a child ugly? And for you to hear that? Life isn't all about looks. I've come across some people who are very pretty but are just as insecure as people who are viewed as ugly. I suggest that u truly seek help. Do u really want to end your life just over your looks? There are people with missing body parts who have higher self esteem than u. If you can't afford to seek medical help at least take the time to go on YouTube and look at inspirational videos. You aren't alone. But this website is not good for telling your problems it's filled with immature idiots who only care about trolling. Please seek help. This is sad.

 

[egobiggs]

You need to start saving up $$$, move away from your family for a bit and just get away from your current life and start a new. Go somewhere thats somewhat smaller/rural/off the grid and just reinvent yourself. Hit the gym, start cold approaching women and whatever you do dont reproduce unless its with an asian women

 

[CakeEater]

get your mind right & fukk the world for everything it owes you

 

[Detroit Wave]

If u got nothing to lose, go move some work.

You can get money quickly which leads to bytches.

 

[pickles]

Looks at date of joining.

Looks at rep.


@yomoms stop playing.