YoungJeanGerri
I'm a grown man dog, I ain't kidding
To give y'all context, I pretty much never knew my father. I only met him once when I was five for like 3 days and that was only because my mom found out that he was claiming me as a dependent on his tax return so my mom gave him an ultimatum to either see me or he couldn't claim me. My ma told me this when I was 13 and I 
because it took an ultimatum for him to see me but I digress. A couple weeks ago I had a strong urge to find him but it was mainly out of curiosity. After extensive research I managed to find his Facebook page. After scrolling through his Facebook, I found that he was a somewhat successful guy with a whole family of his own with a nice house, cars, etc. This prompted me to want to rant.
Personal rant to "father":
I see you living real good and comfortable despite knowing the fact that you have a 22 year old son, hoe ass nikka
Meanwhile my mother was struggling to raise me and my siblings. We were constantly moving from projects to projects and living in homeless shelters.
Oh I see you got a little son who has your name
Ironically my mother almost named me after you except she didn't like your name so she made it my middle name. I wonder if you thought about that when you named him
. It was strange seeing all the pictures with you and him knowing that I never had that chance to have a father-son relationship.
I peep that you married to some white woman and taking care of a daughter that she has from a previous relationship like she's yours. That's...interesting, considering that...nevermind, that's how you roll I guess
Personally, I never understood why you never tried to have a relationship with me. If I had a son, I would have done everything in my power to be with my son because that's my flesh and blood who was made by me.
Nonetheless, despite you not being around, I managed to thrive and grow into a man on my own. I became the first person in my family to go to college and I know that I will achieve success, all without you.
Not even on some Will Smith type shyt but I can't wait till the day I have my own kids because I know that I'll be a superior father than you in every way...fukk nikka.
/rant.
If you're wondering, no I haven't contacted him and I likely never will. TBH I'm more interested in getting to know the family on his side. Also I saw a pic of my sister that my mom told me about who's a couple years younger than me. It appears like they don't really have a relationship either. I would like to reach out to her but I am hesitant to do so because she probably never heard about me.
because it took an ultimatum for him to see me but I digress. A couple weeks ago I had a strong urge to find him but it was mainly out of curiosity. After extensive research I managed to find his Facebook page. After scrolling through his Facebook, I found that he was a somewhat successful guy with a whole family of his own with a nice house, cars, etc. This prompted me to want to rant.Personal rant to "father":
I see you living real good and comfortable despite knowing the fact that you have a 22 year old son, hoe ass nikka
Meanwhile my mother was struggling to raise me and my siblings. We were constantly moving from projects to projects and living in homeless shelters.
Oh I see you got a little son who has your name
Ironically my mother almost named me after you except she didn't like your name so she made it my middle name. I wonder if you thought about that when you named him. It was strange seeing all the pictures with you and him knowing that I never had that chance to have a father-son relationship.I peep that you married to some white woman and taking care of a daughter that she has from a previous relationship like she's yours. That's...interesting, considering that...nevermind, that's how you roll I guess
Personally, I never understood why you never tried to have a relationship with me. If I had a son, I would have done everything in my power to be with my son because that's my flesh and blood who was made by me.
Nonetheless, despite you not being around, I managed to thrive and grow into a man on my own. I became the first person in my family to go to college and I know that I will achieve success, all without you.
Not even on some Will Smith type shyt but I can't wait till the day I have my own kids because I know that I'll be a superior father than you in every way...fukk nikka.
/rant.
If you're wondering, no I haven't contacted him and I likely never will. TBH I'm more interested in getting to know the family on his side. Also I saw a pic of my sister that my mom told me about who's a couple years younger than me. It appears like they don't really have a relationship either. I would like to reach out to her but I am hesitant to do so because she probably never heard about me.
