Fuked up my life due to drugs brehs

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What u say?

Plays future....











Not really. I'm glad you turning it around. Stick to weed kids. I just seen that Mac Miller shyt about his drug use. Y'all gon learn...
 

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20. Last September I started a good college, was financially and shyt. Passing tests:lawd:Being stupid what do I do? Start Benzos


1) Dropped out of college



2) Went from $6000 in cash to -$7000 due to expensive drug use and crazy Xanax decisions I.E Giving someone my Macbook whilst on pills.:pacspit:


3) Been to A&E about 8 times for the following.

-Fell over and cut my face, got 11 stitches

-Fell over onto back of head, got 10 staples on head

-Fell over onto hand and ripped thumb apart. Got picked up walking the street with my thumb in pieces by the cops who took me to A&E and I got 16 stitches on hand and plastic surgery.

-3 times for 3 different seizures


4) Massive OD. Nearly died, crawled out of bed at 3AM and managed to alert someone and got rushed to A&E, was there for about 2 weeks. Had Aspiration Pneumonia and it led to Kidney, Liver damage and then Sepsis. Nearly died. I remember in ER they did something with my chest because of my breathing and it gave my chest the tightest pain ever thought my heart was going to explode. :whoo:


5) Fired from job, I used to go in fukked up and get sent home:martin:


6) Crimeral sentences for robbing. Other shyt too that thankfully I haven't been sentenced for, could’ve done years if I did:whew:


7) Month before all this began I lost my bytch of 5 years, p*ssy must've been good:birdman:


8) Lost a lot of friends due to messed up behavior.


9) Totaled car.


Lot more stuff but yeah you get the idea, 90% happened between April and October. Now I'm sitting here without any job and $7000 under and I'm getting $10 overdraft charge a day.

Last year I was on top of the world about to get myself out of the shythole that was my home life. Now I'm 21 and back at home with my crackhead parents :scusthov:just trying to find a job so I can move out. 4 weeks sober now and I know this isn't my path I ain't no bytch made fukk boy:demonic:.


I've already been accepted onto an Economics course at a good college come fall just gotta get away from these pipe loving fukkers.


One person I'd like to thank, Fewcha the gawd. Most happened before DS2 came out so went I first heard it I related to it like a mutherfukka and he got me out of darkplace, couple years down the line I might say DS2 saved my life:ohlawd:If my spellings bad fukk you, my brain is fuked:snoop:


All you pill heads:ufdup:


Damn bruh, good luck.
 

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Shame you got on them cac drugs :mjcry:


Unless you are a cac if not I wish you well brotha :wow:


LEAVE THEM BENZOS ALONE nikkaS :damn:
 

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Not doubt. Previous versions work perfectly too, but it's just they aren't supported. :manny: Anything beyond 7 is a let down anyway.

Depends on what your interests are. A boot time that destroys its predecessors, reduces system memory usage significantly, and produces much better benchmark scores is reason enough to upgrade from 7 to 8. Windows 10 isn't the biggest upgrade when compared to 8 vs 7 but it has only been live for less than a year and the upgrade from 8 is currently free.
 

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90% happened between April and October.

Got damn that escalated quickly. My entire 25+ years of acting a fool wouldn't read like your OP (I started running the skreets at 14. I am 40 now).

For all that to happen in half a year you have an extremely high threshold for drama. I believe that two of those events in that time period would have made me stop cold. The first one, okay made a mistake. Get it together. The next one in the same year, okay now I know I have a problem. And for so many to occur they had to be happening every other week.

All the advice is already out there. I just want you to think about how far you are willing to go before you get scared. I really want you to start feeling that feeling that something's wrong way sooner than incident 34.
 

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Damn breh. You got the right headspace though. If you get into a community college you can use that to reup. I wish you nothin but success... :salute:
 

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You only 21 bruh and you sound pretty positive and like you're in good spirits despite all this. Like you said though, you come from a broken family and from the sounds of it, you got demons of your own and that's probably why you was on those pills and wylin out but if your moms a crackhead and your pops is, you can't be going down that path too and when its what you know, the shyt is easy to. Sounds like you got a good head on your shoulder tho. If you get your shyt together in the next 4 years, you'll still ONLY be 25 with a lot of life to live. Start that four year plan today.

Good luck bruh. Keep your head up. This only one chapter in your life. :salute:
 
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