I'm seriously contemplating ending my own life

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those cops I credit with saving my life,because they persuaded me that life was worth living and they were the first people I told about my childhood . They didn't judge,just listened as I shouted swore and cried and one huge cop put his arm round me.

These were CACs?

I'm amazed...They have empathy for nikkas? :dwillhuh:
 

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I know the feeling. This toothache has me seriously on the verge of committing that. :smh:

But on the real, get help if you need it. :manny:
 

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Some ruthless nikkas in this thread :pacspit: Can't stand idiots like that. Y'all who made a joke on this is on my no fly hit-list :camby:

Anyway, OP
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Last time I commented in one of these posts someone tried to argue me down when I suggested depression was beatable so......
 

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I think this is it for me. Things have just gotten so bad there's really no turning back. I've tried help for these thoughts so many times. I don't know why I'm even posting this. Maybe I'm hoping to talk some sense into myself by writing it out. Idk. I just don't wanna be on this earth anymore. Life is a joke brehs

Bro don't do it man.

Have some robotic will. Keep on trying to achieve whatever it is you're trying to achieve. If it's too late, then just try to enjoy as much of life's pleasures as you can, because in case you don't know, the whole point of us living is because we're gonna die. We're nothing before birth, and nothing after death, so living is the special opportunity to enjoy yourself. So if you can't achieve your goals - whatever they may be - try to enjoy yourself with anything - gourmet burgers, awesome steaks, cool night/dance clubs, get high (in a safe place of course), etc. Enjoy the finer things in life that are available to you.
 

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Bro don't do it man.

Have some robotic will. Keep on trying to achieve whatever it is you're trying to achieve. If it's too late, then just try to enjoy as much of life's pleasures as you can, because in case you don't know, the whole point of us living is because we're gonna die. We're nothing before birth, and nothing after death, so living is the special opportunity to enjoy yourself. So if you can't achieve your goals - whatever they may be - try to enjoy yourself with anything - gourmet burgers, awesome steaks, cool night/dance clubs, get high (in a safe place of course), etc. Enjoy the finer things in life that are available to you.[/QUOTE nikka trying to push his atheist beliefs:mjlol:
 

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First off ill say killing yourself is very selfish and you say you have a son and family that would actually get what ever you have left
Do you love your son or your family if so stop being selfish think bout them fukk if you love yourself shyt isn't always about you and when and if you get married shyt will be less about you its about the people you love and what their physical and mental state is and if you love them you should want that to be a good state
If you don't love no one on this earth then i can understand you not wanting to be around people that you don't care about(world)
Find love bruh and if you can't find it then go somewhere and think and pray Jehova will help you get in the right mind state and get you to what you really value trying to keep busy or chasing shyt that you really don't care about is no help cause problem still exist
Now if you find yourself after thinking and praying that your son don't matter and your family don't matter to you and you love no one then i don't know what to tell your but your a fukk up person anyway and its up to you to find out why your fukked up and how you become that way analyze yourself for real and keep it funky with yourself about everything that happened in your life from from as far back as you can remember cause its there












































a lil of this might help also
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and don't try that synthetic shyt either :birdman:
 

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You're contemplating suicide and the first thing you do is post on the coli. Attention seeking fakkit.

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He hasnt posted in a while. Mightve offed himself :manny: We should probably lock the thread.
 
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