Bro don't do it man.
Have some robotic will. Keep on trying to achieve whatever it is you're trying to achieve. If it's too late, then just try to enjoy as much of life's pleasures as you can, because in case you don't know,
the whole point of us living is because we're gonna die. We're nothing before birth, and nothing after death, so living is the special opportunity to enjoy yourself. So if you can't achieve your goals - whatever they may be - try to enjoy yourself with anything - gourmet burgers, awesome steaks, cool night/dance clubs, get high (in a safe place of course), etc. Enjoy the finer things in life that are available to you.[/QUOTE nikka trying to push his atheist beliefs