I'm seriously contemplating ending my own life

[richaveli83]

This nikka is trolling . We get these type of threads a couple times a month.

If you're not trolling(which I know you are) talk to someone about your problems. Think about your son and family. You got people who have worse than you and they're not trying to kill themselves so why would you do it?

 

[JudgeJoeForilla]

People don't understand when you truly feel there's no reason to live you can't help but think about taking your own life. But I've found that it's something I'm not in control over, some days like today I feel like losing consciousness others I feel like I have purpose my life conditions don't really flexuate and many other people are the same. It's your brain playing tricks on you trust me there have been times where everything was okay yet I felt like calling it a day like shyt won't get better no matter what even though everything was fine. I think we are just subconsciously asking ourselves "why the fukk do we do this shyt everyday" which is natural human beings are intellectual beings and these are the questions we ask ourselves rather we are willing to admit t or not. But it probably stems from us longing for something. I'm sure if we all felt we had a divine purpose and we were working to fulfill it none of us would even bother to ask. We'd like our lives to tell a tail we want the future to be set and we want everything we do to have a reason and cause behind it. Does everything we do have a reason and cause behind it? I'm not necessarily sure. But I do know this, the idea of everything that happens to us just being chance encounters makes life feel like a joke, a game, pointless. I say hold off on this, I wouldn't end it now, because the only beauty in not being sure is you never know what the future will bring what tomorrow is going to be like. Everything could change in the blink of an eye and go from bad to good. You hang in there kid.

 

[YBM]

@CourtesyFlush don't do it homie. I have been there. I know the feeling and will probably feel that way again, but be strong. things always get better. I've realized that life is always gonna gave a trial and tribulations, life is literally a struggle. It don't stop till the casket drop but we as a people have no right to end it early.

 

[Dihsarm]

Atleast post footage on thecoli


All jokes aside bruh, you never know when shyt is going to end up better. This thing we call life has so many surprises. Things can happen overnight. You might be someone's inspiration, what do you think will happen if they see you contemplating suicide?

 

[315]

When was the last time you had a hug? People in the world need more hugs. Always makes me feel better

 

[Hawaiian Punch]

Sorry that would go to my son and family

So you'd be willing to destroy your sons life because you can't take it. Selfish when you really think about it.

Dog you are suffering from a disease. A disease of your mind. That's all depression is. A cancer of your brain that can be cured. Problem is you have to go and seek help. It's not like other diseases where lesions show up on your skin. It's all internal, so if you don't tell anyone it can't be treated. Keep in mind it can be treated, but you have to take the first step.

 

[Lithe]

I don't know what's going on in your world, but please don't take ending your life into your own hands.

I lost a friend of 14 years, who was more like younger brother, to suicide two years ago and I'm still stunned by it. I think of him everyday. I would've done anything possible to help him if I had known he really felt that we were better off with him dead.

Trust me, the people who care about you, that you leave behind will always wonder what they could've done differently and there isn't anything that can't be made better somehow. What resources are you lacking? Perhaps I can help research to get you some help.

I can understand a deep depression and not wanting to live anymore, as I've been in a severe depression before. I was never suicidal, but I was just tired of how my life was at that time and feeling stuck. I was blessed to have people help me find some resources to help me get back up again, and I'm doing better now.

Keep your head up.

 

[CourtesyFlush]

Thanks everyone. The kind words and the harsh ones, they all helped. I have very few people IRL that actually care. I have bipolar disorder and when things get rough it feels like there is NO alternative. I feel better now after seeing my 7 yr old boy

 

[CourtesyFlush]

Yeah i know how it is im on the highest dose now u just gotta push through it and try to find things that make it better and give u reason for going on
People who haven't experienced depression dont know how real it can get so u cany expect them to understand

You ever withdraw from it? It feels like an out of body experience for me. Worst feeling ever

 

[CourtesyFlush]

And yeah I admit I seek attention when things get bad. I don't wanna end up hurting myself I want help.

 

[Mastamimd]

Going through something similar and all I gotta say is theres always gonna be a better day man. shyt tough as hell...real talk somedays I don't even know who the hell I am. Life sucks though, and at times it doesn't even seem as if its getting any better but there's always someone out there that has it worse so be greatful. AZ said it best.

 

[Sonic Boom of the South]

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[CourtesyFlush]

I know how that real depression feels when literally you don't want to/ can't get out of bed. It's hard for people who haven't been through it to understand.

If you can could you focus on your son?
Do you know how many questions he's gonna have for you over the years growing into a man?
Do you know how many things he's gonna want to share with you?
Do you know how it would affect him if you take your life?

Both of my parents are gone and I'm a grown lady with grown kids and really hardly a day goes by that there's not something I would want to say to them.

Please call the suicide hotline.

This hit me hard. I did call the hotline. Thank you

 

[wet landscapes]

wtf is this pedo shyt

mindgame is a great movie

 

[Champagne Kudo]

wtf is this pedo shyt

Life is wild my man