Im tired of life

[cheek100]

Life is rough for a lot of black people start-to-finish. I am dark skin and I never felt the love despite my height.

Hit the south mayne shine like a light

 

[Kuma the Bear]

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[richaveli83]

Breh get off this website and go talk to a professional. Most of TLR is miserable and you're not going to get much help.

 

[richaveli83]

How tall are you? If you 6’5 everything will be ok. If not, yes, life may be rough

 

[imfromthesouthside]

but on some real shyt - being a black man is like being a human Ferrari.

We got the greatest human vessel available.

Your situation can change within 24 months.

With the internet - you could become a multi-millionaire in a short time.

Look on the bright side.... find what your talents are & then exploit them.

Depression isn't part of the black man's swag.... we supposed to overcome and conquer.

Good luck bro.

I was with you until the end about being millionaire and saying black men’s swag, and depression ain’t part of that. That become a millionaire talk is one in a million and not realistic.

And depression hits all races and it’s a chemical imbalance. I can try, pray, exercise, smoke weed, drink, fukk all night. But If I don’t take my 4 psych meds, it will lead to another suicide attempt and maybe a successful one. I have bipolar and borderline personality. I was born this way and been on psych meds since 9 years old in 1991. I was trying to jump off 6 story parking garages in second grade to kill myself. I’ve spent months in psych units after thinking I could do without the meds. Then someone find me with a garden hose going into my car window hooked up connected to my exhaust. So some black men get it and it’s better to address it than act like we’re above it. Not trying to trip on you or be long winded that just caught me.

 

[africngiant]

Don’t give up breh. This may sound cliche but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel or at least nine times out of ten.
Not all conditions are permanent.

Cut off the people who have turned against you and keep a distance between you and them.
It’s time to put yourself first because at the end of the day, this is a dog-eat-dog world and people are largely looking out for themselves.
Do what’s best for you.

As for the micro-aggresssions, I really feel you. I face them quite regularly but the thing about stuff like that is that it is done to make you feel insecure, worthless and less than.
Don’t give in to what they want you to be or in to what they think of you.
Tell yourself that you are great and do it repeatedly because you have a purpose and you have a right to be here.
fukk what any malicious cac, non-Black or even brehs and brehettes have to say, their opinions mean literal shyt.

I would give you a rep if I could bro. Thank you. I 100 percent hear your words. They always want to ruin your self esteem from young. Words can only do so much for me at this point still because my mind is already so numb from the lived experiences. The smallest things trigger my mind to run straight to my past again.

Being black is more nuanced than the 6 feet 6 certs stuff, especially if you grow up imprinted by a negative self image that persists. My mind physically hurts from the negativity sometimes.

 

[avon barksdale]

 

[The Fade]

I know part of that feeling. I was on a years long side quest trying to help others out, family obligations, had to cut toxic people out and lost my physique etc. Then it felt like me trying to get back on my purpose was another side quest. Then it was just side quest after side quest going in circles. Felt like I was in the damn Odyssey, felt so much relieve when I finally got back on track.

you gotta brainwash yourself. And realize the fukkers slandering us have no credibility. How do people who have been lying for 400 have credence? The answer is they don’t. There’s saying called don’t stare into the abyss because it stares back into you or don’t spend too much time fighting demons lest you become one. You probably been hearing the lies too much and your subconscious is beefing with the lie even though you know it’s lies and it’s surfacing through what your feeling. IMMERSE yourself somewhere else. We are living representations of our environment.

At the same time, you have to study your problem or what’s holding you back, so you can fight against it properly. Information is the greatest weapon, armor and comforter. The more of it you have, the more advantages you have in life

 

[The_Unchosen_One]

Bro, we are here for you. If you need help feel free to call or text me.

I'll provide my number if you need it

Put that number out here for the rest of us... lol

 

[kevm3]

Keep your head up and stay focused. Change takes time and consistency.

 

[Chrishaune]

The answer is God ( Yeshua) ...... it's been the answer and it's the only answer.

 

[The_Unchosen_One]

People have turned their back against me for no reason. My attempts at a redemption story are failing. Nothing I ever do seems to go right. I’m black, I get weird interactions for no reason. I am a threat to everyone because of competition and intimidation. I was only ever tolerated out of fear not genuine love. All my life I’ve been an underdog and everyone expects me to be a robot for their ego and approval but no one shows me love back. I’m tired of living a purposeless life where everything I try to do magically goes to shyt.

Literally nothing in my life has went right... it happens... you learn to live with it and make lemonade out of shyt or you hold yourself down

I cut my family out of my life a long time ago... they were toxic as fukk and didn't need them in my life

My boss has honestly caused me to want to kill myself with his treatment towards me in the past... I memorialized it in writing and sent it to him when he wanted a "fresh start" with me... but didn't want to acknowledge any of his behavior so he continued to treat me like shyt

Dog died on my birthday in 2020, and he was the only one I had in my life, so a giant piece of me was destroyed that day

Losing my job in around a month due to owners selling the properties and got an interview in the morning with the people that are gonna buy the properties... but I have no interest in staying at my current position... only way they can keep me is if they give me promotion and a hefty raise...

But guess what... time and time again I beat the odds that were against me..

Graduated college with no help from parents

Bought myself a Jeep for my graduation present

Bought a house

Quit my job once and just sat at home and watched as shyt wasn't going as planned for them... and then they were forced to ask me to come back and he looked like complete shyt

Rescued cat off the street who was injured, and now she runs my house... I just live here and pay the damn bills


So you have to learn to live with the shyt and brush it off your shoulders breh.. you can't control everything in the world, just control shyt in your own bubble

 

[Still Benefited]

I try to overcome but everyone/everything just pisses me off. We are all expected to be a superhero or something. I have had a lot of bad luck and pain in my life. I’m sure a lot of black men have tried to overcome their bad circumstances but the circle of life gets darker and darker to crawl out from. The racist day to day microgressions continue to pile up on top of my life struggles and reaffirm my place in the world socially. My own people have turned against me too more than I can count and I don’t know why. I lament everyday from betrayal. I get older and see why my elders act the way they do. Before I can even be at peace with myself and process my own life mistakes I have to deal with all this other stuff.

Listen and listen closely,if you feel this way and these things keep happening to you. You may be one of the chosen. First step of waking up from "the matrix" is that you become tired of life. Which really just means you are tired of THIS SOCIETY aka zoo known as America.

You want out of the zoo and rat race. But in your ignorance you think things like suicide or giving up are the move.

The white man is here to help you. The European is here to make it hard for you. Because being like them is not the path you are supposed to be on. Desiring the same things and following their ideology is not what black people are supposed to be doing.

Once you wake up you will start losing people close to you. Some will cut you off,some you should be cutting off for your own good. Next step,getting out of america. You may or may not already have the means for this. If you dont,sadly you may need to lean into the rat race and matrix more than ever.

You will need to work harder,smarter,live under your means.Sacrifice fun in order to save and make money. Might have to play the politics at work to gain higher pay. Warning, you will be more miserable than you are right now. Because now you are doing all of this knowing you shouldnt be. But eventually it will all pay off in the end#BlackFreeAgency2028


You want your freedom and the right to live like a human. That is a good thing.

 

[Glorious]

Is this a troll?
If not please seek yelp.

 

[CopiousX]

I try to overcome but ..... I have had a lot of bad luck and pain in my life. I’m sure a lot of black men have tried to overcome their bad circumstances but.......

If you don't mind me asking, exactly what activity or pursuit have you tried to accomplish/achieve that was stopped by bad luck?


There are a lot of black people on this forum. Odds are really high that one of us can help you achieve whatever it is you were trying to do with your life.