@nonexist this is exactly what I was trying to show you earlier. You are in these streets holding interactions and bedding women when there are men in this world who cannot do any of that.31 never had a girlfriend
No friends
Women hate me and find me disgusting![]()
I had a fukked up childhood filled with poverty. I had no father figure. mum is a psychopath. sister has schizophrenia. moved houses 22 times during my childhood and teen years. I'm an introvert, intj 5w4 and never had any help from anyone to support me to grow; I had to find my inner determination to get to where I am today. but the loneliness kills me so much I could legit end itIm gonna go on a limb and say you arent seeing the world as it is, but you're seeing the world as you are.
its one of those sayings like everyone you go there you are.
i've been in similar spaces and I'll tell you its mental block. Theres actions you can take today that will have you feeling more fulfilled but ppl tend to blame others because it is hard work to actually consistently put yourself in uncomfortable siutations.
thats where u And a professional join and get help through. A lot of times its simple fears we've had since a child that manifest even though its completely subconscious.
First step is pinpointing what you want in your life from others and where those ppl are.
every rejection HURTS nikka even tho I don't cry about it@nonexist this is exactly what I was trying to show you earlier. You are in these streets holding interactions and bedding women when there are men in this world who cannot do any of that.
On top of that you already have a social network from church. There is hope. I think your model just needs to be tweaked a little bit, but it's not bad.
You may just be having a perception issue, instead of the realized event of being a loner.
Even tho, I think u mentioned in another thread that you had made peace with your life, i apologize for using you as an example @Mandarin Duck.![]()
What about volunteeringI've been going to church nikka
done that too but I'm so bad with people man it's unbelievable. people legit scared of me due to my "intensity". I'm autistic without being autisticWhat about volunteering
until it affects unothing wrong with being alone![]()
How bad? Are u able to attend large gatherings w/ people you don’t know? And if you did are you chopping it up w/ strangers? Are u scared (being nervous and scared are different things) of asking the opposite sex out? I think those are extreme cases for introverts. I consider myself one as well, but I know how to carry conversation and make good small talk but it is drainingI'm an introvert, don't get me wrong but there's only so much I can take nikka
nah I'm not nervous around girls. but I do feel like rejection does fukk me up after the fact. it compounds the problem once I'm home aloneHow bad? Are u able to attend large gatherings w/ people you don’t know? And if you did are you chopping it up w/ strangers? Are u scared (being nervous and scared are different things) of asking the opposite sex out? I think those are extreme cases for introverts. I consider myself one as well, but I know how to carry conversation and make good small talk but it is draining
one girl stopped me just before we were about to fukk (IN BED) because my anxiety caused me to start shaking uncontrollably due to my meds not working anymore. she has since blocked me. I was meant to stay with her in her place the whole night. she kicked me out of her house 2 hours later
another hot woman stopped the date (I approached her on the street and she wanted to fukk) when she saw how barren my Facebook was despite her seeing me right there in person
so many like this
I'm sorry to hear this bro legit makes me feel like crying but can't cry anymore since finding out my mum is a psychopath two weeks agoI guess this is me also. Unless I have friends family , my kids or a broad over I'm solo. I work from home, so I guess that's me, cuz it's many a times I don't interact with people in person for days on in.
no friendsWhy are you not traveling and posting pics on IG?
Sorry for what? I'm not sad. I FaceTime my daughter and my pops today and my homie. I worked and made dinner. I'm not really feeling lonely to be honest.I'm sorry to hear this bro legit makes me feel like crying but can't cry anymore since finding out my mum is a psychopath two weeks ago