one girl stopped me just before we were about to fukk (IN BED) because my anxiety caused me to start shaking uncontrollably due to my meds not working anymore. she has since blocked me. I was meant to stay with her in her place the whole night. she kicked me out of her house 2 hours later
another hot woman stopped the date (I approached her on the street and she wanted to fukk) when she saw how barren my Facebook was despite her seeing me right there in person
so many like this
Im gonna go on a limb and say you arent seeing the world as it is, but you're seeing the world as you are.
its one of those sayings like everyone you go there you are.
i've been in similar spaces and I'll tell you its mental block. Theres actions you can take today that will have you feeling more fulfilled but ppl tend to blame others because it is hard work to actually consistently put yourself in uncomfortable siutations.
thats where u And a professional join and get help through. A lot of times its simple fears we've had since a child that manifest even though its completely subconscious.
First step is pinpointing what you want in your life from others and where those ppl are.