at least gibbs admitted it on record, unlike some people
Your father was a cop? How did that work, did you live with him growing up in Gary?
Yeah, I did. Its funny because I get this question a lot. My dad came up in Gary, he was a musician, too. He was a singer and I guess he did what he had to do to support himself and in the 80s when I was like two-years-old, he joined the police force. Anyway, it was some sh*t, I dont know the specifics of it but some scandal happened in 91 that forced him to resign from the department. So throughout the years he was always working super-duper overtime or out of a job, or looking for a job, just struggling for money. And I watched my mom struggle to take care of three kids plus my little cousin, and my dad, he knew a lot of the sh*t that I was doing in the streets but he didnt stop me from doing it. My dad was a cop but he wasnt no angel, know what I mean? A lot of cops in Gary aint, especially not for one of the lowest salaries in the country, so you can imagine the corruption that goes on.
So, I would see how fu*ked up my dad was with money; blowing money and tricking off on sh*t with his other bi*ches, so when I needed something where else was I gonna turn? I was going to school seeing other kids with new Jordans but my mom, this check she had to pay for this, or this check she had to pay for that. My mom made sure I had a roof over my head but that was it. Beyond that, I had to take it upon myself to be independent. That was the way she always raised me and that is the way she always wanted me to be. I always had an independent mindset, I never asked nobody for nothing, even coming up rapping. I seen a lot of nikkas around me that rap who took money from big dope boys in our city to jumpstart they rap career, pay for their studio time and all that. But me, I was always like, Nah, man. Ill sell my own sack, work off my own pack. Im not about to let you give me a pack and now I owe you. Ill pay for my own studio time, press my own CDs. I will always have that [independent streak] in me.