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my younger blood brother. now please bare with me because this post may sound like a bunch of rambling and not cohesive but that's only because im still frustrated
now i've always known my brother was a lil c00n. his slick remarks about black women having attitudes, and how he would complain to me about people calling him whitewashed at school. 'because i'm not ignorant like the rest of them" is what he would say
me and my brother are polar opposites. he always got good grades, never fought, plays videogames all fukking day, never outside that much aside from him playing football for a while up until his junior year.never smoked or drank.
i was getting suspended in elementary, expelled in middle school for weed, was gangbanging in high school, selling drugs and home invasions. thankfully i smartened up after i almost got charged as an adult with attempted burglary at 17. i cleaned myself up got a job now and doing well about to move out a lil after my 20th birthday this year.
but on to what happened tonight. we were at my aunts house for my baby cousin birthday. so im in the back room taking a nap, my dad comes in wakes me up and tells me he got some dinner. so i get up to head to the kitchen and my mom walks past me, eyes red like she had just finished crying. i asked her whats was wrong. she just said dont worry about it and walked outside. i get into the living room and ask whats going.
now mind you my brother was in a room with 4 black women, our family, my mom, my 2 older aunties, and my 28 year old cousin
my aunt tells me this nikka was telling them how he didnt like the black girls "at his school"
because they're dirty, ratchet, have attitudes, and sleep around
as if other women don't do the same shyt
apparently my mom was mad, my cousin started to go at him but my auntie was going HARD at him about stereotyping his own women then my mom and auntie started goin at it cuz she felt like she was attacking my brother
so i look at this nikka and say you really had the audacity to say some shyt like that? what the fukk is your problem?
he spits something straight out of that passive aggressive white rhetoric
"i'm not saying ALL act like that but most of them do thats just my opinion"
now it doesn't even just stop there. the conversation moves on to the presidency out of nowhere
and this nikka is sitting here in front of the whole family talking about he's supporting trump
we trying to explain how donald trump is a racist, but this uncle ruckus nikka just aint having it. talking about trump is the best for the country and he's not a racist.
i look at him and say you're sitting here defending someone who hates you nikka
how much more of a c00n could you be
my dad starts explaining to my brother about how these racists will get bolder if trump gets in office, about him worrying about us and police brutality. he tells my dad "that would never happen to me because i dont act like most black people"
and thats what pushed me over the fukking edge.
i got up and took his chin... then immediately left before anyone could stop and talk to me or anything, got in my car and now im at my girls house. my dads been trying to call me but i wont answer. i just dont even know what to feel right now. i dont know how someone who literally grew up in the hood wit me, seen what we had to go through, adapt this mentality i dont know where tf he got that shyt from...
my younger blood brother. now please bare with me because this post may sound like a bunch of rambling and not cohesive but that's only because im still frustrated
now i've always known my brother was a lil c00n. his slick remarks about black women having attitudes, and how he would complain to me about people calling him whitewashed at school. 'because i'm not ignorant like the rest of them" is what he would say
me and my brother are polar opposites. he always got good grades, never fought, plays videogames all fukking day, never outside that much aside from him playing football for a while up until his junior year.never smoked or drank.
i was getting suspended in elementary, expelled in middle school for weed, was gangbanging in high school, selling drugs and home invasions. thankfully i smartened up after i almost got charged as an adult with attempted burglary at 17. i cleaned myself up got a job now and doing well about to move out a lil after my 20th birthday this year.
what i could never understand is, he would never say anything to me directly about what i was doing, but he would bad talk those doing the same shyt
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.but on to what happened tonight. we were at my aunts house for my baby cousin birthday. so im in the back room taking a nap, my dad comes in wakes me up and tells me he got some dinner. so i get up to head to the kitchen and my mom walks past me, eyes red like she had just finished crying. i asked her whats was wrong. she just said dont worry about it and walked outside. i get into the living room and ask whats going.
now mind you my brother was in a room with 4 black women, our family, my mom, my 2 older aunties, and my 28 year old cousin
my aunt tells me this nikka was telling them how he didnt like the black girls "at his school"
because they're dirty, ratchet, have attitudes, and sleep around
as if other women don't do the same shyt
apparently my mom was mad, my cousin started to go at him but my auntie was going HARD at him about stereotyping his own women then my mom and auntie started goin at it cuz she felt like she was attacking my brother
so i look at this nikka and say you really had the audacity to say some shyt like that? what the fukk is your problem?
he spits something straight out of that passive aggressive white rhetoric
"i'm not saying ALL act like that but most of them do thats just my opinion"now it doesn't even just stop there. the conversation moves on to the presidency out of nowhere
and this nikka is sitting here in front of the whole family talking about he's supporting trump
we trying to explain how donald trump is a racist, but this uncle ruckus nikka just aint having it. talking about trump is the best for the country and he's not a racist.i look at him and say you're sitting here defending someone who hates you nikka
how much more of a c00n could you be
my dad starts explaining to my brother about how these racists will get bolder if trump gets in office, about him worrying about us and police brutality. he tells my dad "that would never happen to me because i dont act like most black people"
and thats what pushed me over the fukking edge.
i got up and took his chin... then immediately left before anyone could stop and talk to me or anything, got in my car and now im at my girls house. my dads been trying to call me but i wont answer. i just dont even know what to feel right now. i dont know how someone who literally grew up in the hood wit me, seen what we had to go through, adapt this mentality
i dont know where tf he got that shyt from...
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