*sigh*
Personal
Physically
I'm fat (5'10 closing in on 250), balding,
and greying fast - Again, i have no clue what the fukk all these women see in me but 
Personal
- I lack self confidence. I tend to view what some people call self confidence as arrogance. And I hate arrogant people. If i can jump 3 feet into the air id rather tell you that i can jump only 2. I like to think i'm just modest in a way but my friend says she thinks i can be self deprecating sometimes. Which makes the fact that i get women by the bunches even more amazing to her
- Self-dooubt. I question every decision i make to the nth degree
- I blame myself for things that happen to me
- I cant commit to anything.
- I have an extremely short attention span
- I tend to be an underachiever even tho people think im an overachiever. I think it's mostly because everything i do i try to measure up to my dad and feel like i dont have his will power/drive
- I hold grudges.
Physically
I'm fat (5'10 closing in on 250), balding,
and greying fast - Again, i have no clue what the fukk all these women see in me but 


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Embarrassing right? Anyway, it kind of thinned out my skin. I don't use it anymore. But now, the skin gets dry and flaky there. Much like ashy knees or elbows, I get ashy nuts.
hopefully cleaning up my diet might help