Essential The Mental Health Thread

[Rozay Oro]

Honestly I don't even know. There is times where I feel like my life is going great but just become numb about all things, and just wanna let it all go.
Could possibly a mixture of both though.. I stay out of even making relationships with people because I know how easily my mood goes down or changes. Wouldn't want anyone to deal with me like that.

Try the exercise,be honest with yourself and take your time.

 

[Brehcepticon]

I’m starting a new medication this upcoming week.

I’m not sure how to feel about it. On one hand it’s been a long time coming and something that needed to be done. On the other once people hear what kind of meds I’m taking I’m worried that they’ll be on some shyt.

 

[Dont@Me]

dbl pst

 

[Dont@Me]

can't find genuine people anywhere. They seriously exist extremely few and far between.

I'm cutting off all of these fake people. Literally all of these women are fake, and I can live with that. I'll really just do me with my passions.
It's hard not having many if any true friends at all though. The people who I "thought" were friends, or who I settled for as a friend when I covered their dealbreaking flaw only for it to obviously appear bold as day later on. I only took them in as friends because they gave me a connection that I desired in this shytty world, but they always fail to live up to my (high?) expectations . The fukk else would I expect?

the few girls texting me need to fukk off because they'll never understand my or their true nature. I'm honestly done. All I have is coli for "socialization" and music really. i feel like i have to be fake when socializing at work so that doesn't count and people prefer that "image" of me. fukk virtually everything else. fake ass ingenuine people. I'd be better off dead than living in this phony ass world.

 

[Jimmy Two-Times™]

can't find genuine people anywhere. They seriously exist extremely few and far between.

I'm cutting off all of these fake people. Literally all of these women are fake, and I can live with that. I'll really just do me with my passions.
It's hard not having many if any true friends at all though. The people who I "thought" were friends, or who I settled for as a friend when I covered their dealbreaking flaw only for it to obviously appear bold as day later on. I only took them in as friends because they gave me a connection that I desired in this shytty world, but they always fail to live up to my (high?) expectations . The fukk else would I expect?

the few girls texting me need to fukk off because they'll never understand my or their true nature. I'm honestly done. All I have is coli for "socialization" and music really. i feel like i have to be fake when socializing at work so that doesn't count and people prefer that "image" of me. fukk virtually everything else. fake ass ingenuine people. I'd be better off dead than living in this phony ass world.

"if you can't find something 2 live 4, then you best find something 2 die 4."

 

[ReadOneBookAWeek]

can't find genuine people anywhere. They seriously exist extremely few and far between.

I'm cutting off all of these fake people. Literally all of these women are fake, and I can live with that. I'll really just do me with my passions.
It's hard not having many if any true friends at all though. The people who I "thought" were friends, or who I settled for as a friend when I covered their dealbreaking flaw only for it to obviously appear bold as day later on. I only took them in as friends because they gave me a connection that I desired in this shytty world, but they always fail to live up to my (high?) expectations . The fukk else would I expect?

the few girls texting me need to fukk off because they'll never understand my or their true nature. I'm honestly done. All I have is coli for "socialization" and music really. i feel like i have to be fake when socializing at work so that doesn't count and people prefer that "image" of me. fukk virtually everything else. fake ass ingenuine people. I'd be better off dead than living in this phony ass world.

i relate

 

[98Ntu]

I feel like a loser and sometimes I don’t think I deserve to be here

But I am. So I must make something of it

Just so lonely, anxious and twisted up

 

[98Ntu]

I’ve also come to the conclusion that I might be emotionally stunted and that the past couple years have been a growing process.

I’ve always tried to either love everybody or be a vicious misanthrope, when in reality what you need is balance and middle ground. I am now ambivalent to everyone. Don’t let others effect your joy brehs. You must be your own epicenter of happiness. These people are just people

 

[Dreamzeedream]

I feel like a loser and sometimes I don’t think I deserve to be here

But I am. So I must make something of it

Just so lonely, anxious and twisted up

What makes you feel like that

 

[98Ntu]

What makes you feel like that

I’m incredibly lonely, I have all this unrealized potential and have yet to find my niche. It’s just no one has ever nurtured or mentored me. My father beat me. My mother loves me but treats me like A failed experiment. And mental health professionals have given me a grim prognosis.

I want to work with kids but after a bout of violent intrusive thoughts due to possible OCD, one psychiatrist told me to wait indefinitely to help kids. Another told me I’d always struggle immensely and probably never recover from my flat affect and anxiety. Every time I’ve stopped short of offing myself, it was cuz of my own will.

I feel so alone and misunderstood and I’m desperate to prove the world wrong. I’m trying to start this new chapter but it’s just hard. I want to change and am working on it. Sorry for the long post breh.

Not to put you on the spot, but aren’t you the brother who called that girl a bunch of times? I’m sorry you’re hurting too. It will get better

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

The breakdown of society is upon us. The population of the Western world are too miserable to continue to function at a high mental capacity. A reset is coming and those who manage to survive the horror and upheaval will be happier with whatever may be reborn from those ashes.

 

[Monsanto]

I’m incredibly lonely, I have all this unrealized potential and have yet to find my niche. It’s just no one has ever nurtured or mentored me. My father beat me. My mother loves me but treats me like A failed experiment. And mental health professionals have given me a grim prognosis.

I want to work with kids but after a bout of violent intrusive thoughts due to possible OCD, one psychiatrist told me to wait indefinitely to help kids. Another told me I’d always struggle immensely and probably never recover from my flat affect and anxiety. Every time I’ve stopped short of offing myself, it was cuz of my own will.

I feel so alone and misunderstood and I’m desperate to prove the world wrong. I’m trying to start this new chapter but it’s just hard. I want to change and am working on it. Sorry for the long post breh.

Not to put you on the spot, but aren’t you the brother who called that girl a bunch of times? I’m sorry you’re hurting too. It will get better

You are out of alignment with yourself. You need to take some deep breaths to find yourself again.

You say that you haven't been mentored or nurtured, and while that is possible there have been plenty of people on your path that helped you. Those lessons may be hidden on your subconscious self, but they are there.

It's interesting to me that those who weren't lovingly cared for by their parents want to work with kids. As if to shelter them from the hurt they faced. I definitely felt that way and still do.

You've already isolated the issues you want to improve on. It's not going to happen overnight but slow gradual movements will find you at your goal. Consistency is key.

How are your emotions?

What is that you like doing?

 

[98Ntu]

You are out of alignment with yourself. You need to take some deep breaths to find yourself again.

You say that you haven't been mentored or nurtured, and while that is possible there have been plenty of people on your path that helped you. Those lessons may be hidden on your subconscious self, but they are there.

It's interesting to me that those who weren't lovingly cared for by their parents want to work with kids. As if to shelter them from the hurt they faced. I definitely felt that way and still do.

You've already isolated the issues you want to improve on. It's not going to happen overnight but slow gradual movements will find you at your goal. Consistency is key.

How are your emotions?

What is that you like doing?

I’m deeply out of alignment. I want to be whole so badly. I just need to keep things in perspective.

I have been helped. But rn, I’m just so scared of moving forward. I feel so alone.

My emotions are not positive and I am letting them control me.

And I want to be an artist, musician and writer. And I want to help kids. I want help the world.

Thanks for the reassurance breh

 

[semicko82]

can't find genuine people anywhere. They seriously exist extremely few and far between.

I'm cutting off all of these fake people. Literally all of these women are fake, and I can live with that. I'll really just do me with my passions.
It's hard not having many if any true friends at all though. The people who I "thought" were friends, or who I settled for as a friend when I covered their dealbreaking flaw only for it to obviously appear bold as day later on. I only took them in as friends because they gave me a connection that I desired in this shytty world, but they always fail to live up to my (high?) expectations . The fukk else would I expect?

the few girls texting me need to fukk off because they'll never understand my or their true nature. I'm honestly done. All I have is coli for "socialization" and music really. i feel like i have to be fake when socializing at work so that doesn't count and people prefer that "image" of me. fukk virtually everything else. fake ass ingenuine people. I'd be better off dead than living in this phony ass world.

I've definitely can understand the being around fake people.

 

[Prynce]

I need to vent and be open brehs.

I have some flaws like everybody else like i'm lazy but other than that I'm a functioning person. But I have this one thing that I feel is keeping me back from progressing in life and it's anxiety. I went from a confident and outgoing kid to anxiety filled in 3 years and I just don't get it. I went from being able to speak to anybody and charm them with ease to being some quiet introverted sitting in the corner in his phone ass dude. I don't get it and it's fukking up my ability to progress in life.

I'm drowning in this shyt and trying to explain how I feel to the people I know is impossible. All I get is pray about it or some other shyt. I've invested too much time and effort into myself to let anxiety to keep interfering with the way I think. I used to get excited about new people and new places, now I'm filled with fears and doubts. My relationships with girls get fukked up because of my anxiety I go from confident to doubting myself in a instant.

It's frustrating cause I have all the tools and the knowledge to use them but the anxiety and depression is stopping me from using them.

It's very hard for me to be vulnerable and open but fukk it. I don't want to waste my potential because of some stupid shyt in my head. I have what it takes to go as far as I want in life but I have to get over this roadblock. I have to get rid of that voice filling me with doubt and anxiety. I want to be that person I was before this shyt smh