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semicko82

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I'm too old to be where I'm at. My friends don't even reply to my texts. I'm not even annoying. I barely even hit them up. That's cool. I don't think my life will ever change unless I become an entertainer.
fukk everybody.
I used to have the same issue about friends not wanting to hang out or not responding to texts. I’m just came to the conclusion they’re not really friends or they have some issues in their lives in which they are not communicating with others. You have to focus on your life. I took setbacks in life helping others and these are people I don’t even see anymore.
 

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Im contemplating suicide everyday.

Money issues and everyday is stress on a wake up. I dont even care about my wife, only thing stopping me is my child. It wouldnt be fair to them, but im stressing. Not to mention im being cyber stalked,harassed,humiliated,bullied online by a forum moderator and cant do shyt about it because the power of anonymity and lack of resources stops me from finding out. In the incoming months if things dont get better, i will end it.
I been in your shoes, but you have to keep fighting. You got a little one depending on you.
 

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Im contemplating suicide everyday.

Money issues and everyday is stress on a wake up. I dont even care about my wife, only thing stopping me is my child. It wouldnt be fair to them, but im stressing. Not to mention im being cyber stalked,harassed,humiliated,bullied online by a forum moderator and cant do shyt about it because the power of anonymity and lack of resources stops me from finding out. In the incoming months if things dont get better, i will end it.

If you are ready to accept death......then u should also be ready to go all out in life. Do whatever it takes to raise your vibration......I highly suggest u do some reading on Energetic Vampirism. You are in a state of helplessless........which is the lowest vibration on the spectrum other than actual Death. You need to eat an energetic meal of some sort......have really intense sex........or go out, and the first smug looking person you see, punch them dead in their shyt and then stomp them. This may seem harsh......but it might be your only option as far as acquiring more energy. more energy will prompt the universe to send good and exciting things your way.
 

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Bro. You got the power to change your life RIGHT now. You have to want to want this shyt you not gone ball overnight, it dont happen like that. You got to work towards it. Its going to come at a little at a time and you won't even notice it because ugl so focused on getting to the next level. Thers no such thing as that bad you can make it that bad when we get to complaint about it. But it's something that could be done
We'll see, I want to give myself a year.
 

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I used to have the same issue about friends not wanting to hang out or not responding to texts. I’m just came to the conclusion they’re not really friends or they have some issues in their lives in which they are not communicating with others. You have to focus on your life. I took setbacks in life helping others and these are people I don’t even see anymore.
Literally the same minus the setbacks. Is it weird to go to the mall alone? I really want to get some pants.
 

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If you are ready to accept death......then u should also be ready to go all out in life. Do whatever it takes to raise your vibration......I highly suggest u do some reading on Energetic Vampirism. You are in a state of helplessless........which is the lowest vibration on the spectrum other than actual Death. You need to eat an energetic meal of some sort......have really intense sex........or go out, and the first smug looking person you see, punch them dead in their shyt and then stomp them. This may seem harsh......but it might be your only option as far as acquiring more energy. more energy will prompt the universe to send good and exciting things your way.
:comeon:
 

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Had some discrimination going on at the job, didnt want to report it and tried to self medicate. Think i ended up with a slight substance abuse problem. Ended up catching a DUI, beat the case, but im losing my job. Along with that, my command doesnt want to address the Equal Opportunity complaint i routed up.

Luckily the military has counselors and behavioral health. Problem is they're some bullshyt. They wanted me to meet with a guy 2 hours away through a tele-meeting. He's not in the room.

And if its not him it's white or hispanic people. The whole basis of my issue is racism, so how could a white woman understand my POV? I told that to the counselors and they act like im speaking spanish:snoop:Its frustrating not having black counselor.

I just want my issues to be documented in my medical record so i can get the proper disability rating when i get out. They diagnosed me with Major depressive disorder and gave me some meds. I dont take em though because.

I just wanna get right but its fcked up. I want to get the treatment i need, but dont want to do any in-patient time. I dont know how that will affect me once im a civilian, buying guns, etc
 

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Wish all you brehs and brehettes the best. Finding good friends you can have a good time with, pause. Also have deep conversations on life can really help.

This is really an understatement. Whenever i get away from my negative environment at home and run into someone I was cool with growing up this has been my experience. Also it really is an underrated just how much sunlight helps. Everyone says it and we may shun it but its so true. I should clarify that I mean when its warm weather not the winter lol.

Like now the weather is beautiful where i'm at. Even if you depressed out your mind and feel like you are at the bottom, just take a walk outside and bask in the weather by yourself.
 
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