Tough decision. I'm better as a drunk

[Ciggavelli]

So, I've alternated from being drunk to being sober. I'm a much better person drunk. I talk to girls. I have hours long conversations. When I'm sober, I listen to sad, depressing music. I hate life. But, when I'm drunk I'm a social person. What do I do? It's either kill myself being sober or live an unhealthy life being social with people. I don't know what to do. Drinking makes me a better person. I know, I know, that's the addict in me talking, but it's true.

 

[Actually6Foot3]

The beginning stages of addiction.

It’s downhill from here.

 

[Menna]

Wel

So, I've alternated from being drunk to being sober. I'm a much better person drunk. I talk to girls. I have hours long conversations. When I'm sober, I listen to sad, depressing music. I hate life. But, when I'm drunk I'm a social person. What do I do? It's either kill myself being sober or live an unhealthy life being social with people. I don't know what to do. Drinking makes me a better person. I know, I know, that's the addict in me talking, but it's true.

Well drinking brings out something that is already in you. So don’t drink used that saved money for therapy and work to reach a middle ground…Where you aren’t torturing yourself when your sober like a Massocist and you can improve to be more baseline

 

[humminbird]

if it's for social reasons you really should be talking to a therapist about this
all the alcohol is doing is lowering your inhibitions so you're more relaxed in this situations

 

[Ciggavelli]

The beginning stages of addiction.

It’s downhill from here.

I've already been there. I went to rehab for alcohol and benzos 6 years ago. My life was absolute trash for 5 years when I was sober. I start drinking again and I'm meeting people and dating again. It's a problem. I need a middle ground I guess

 

[TELL ME YA CHEESIN FAM?]

See a therapist breh

 

[Ciggavelli]

if it's for social reasons you really should be talking to a therapist about this
all the alcohol is doing is lowering your inhibitions so you're more relaxed in this situations

I agree, but I need some substance to do that. It's fukked up

 

[RickyDiBiase]

Functional alcoholics are the backbone of society.

Not a drinker but I got my vices too OP. Just know your limits breh. God bless

 

[Ciggavelli]

See a therapist breh

I know it is the right thing to do, but I don't like therapists. I talk about bullshyt for an hour and they never help. I need something else. That something else happens to be alcohol at the moment. I just had a great hour long conversation with this girl, and I was drunk off 5 beers. I couldn't do that sober. I'm simply a better person drunk. It saddens me

 

[Grand Conde]

I need some "middle ground" isn't an answer for someone heavily prone to substance abuse.

 

[Morethan1]

Haven't drank in a week and my body is feeling great

As someone that drinks you're better sober

 

[Ciggavelli]

I need some "middle ground" isn't an answer for someone heavily prone to substance abuse.

Agreed. There is no middle ground, but I'm trying. It's hard, breh. Addiction is a bytch

 

[WaveWhisperer]

You need to cut that alcohol out of your life and get on the right oath of sobriety. Its been almost a year for me and im not saying its a night and day difference but its a significant change. You can have a good time without it . Take that along with joining the gym and that gut will melt away.

You can do it. Stayed disciplined when it gets tough but know thats benefiting you in the long run . Your people need you healthy and strong. I dont know you but i got faith in you breh.

 

[Ciggavelli]

Haven't drank in a week and my body is feeling great

As someone that drinks you're better sober

I'm not though. That's the sad part.

 

[the cac mamba]

can't you just drink only on friday/saturday night? that's what i do