My tea's gone cold I wonder why I got out of bed at all. The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all. Even if I could it'd all be grey. But your picture on my wall, it reminds me that's it's not so bad.
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air Tonight" about that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could have rescued me from drowning. Now it's too late. I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call.
I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think, I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick If you tick me my tank is on empty. No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm lifting you 10 feet.
I'm seeing cemetary photos of my peers. Conversating like they still here. I'm losing homies in a hurry they relocating to the cemetery. The question is: will I live nobody in the world loves me?
Show me some happiness again. I'm going blind. My every move is a calculated step to help me embrace an early death. This ain't the life for me I want to change. I've been really wanting babies so I can see a side of me that wasn't always shady. Don't trust my lady because she's a product of this poison.
Only describe us as soldiers, survivors.