SAN ANTONIO The first 48 hours are usually complicated, then one begins to digest what happened and win in tranquility. The whole body begins to release tension and sleep better. Now I can analyze what we did not play very well. We had a couple of good games, but the issue is that we played against a great team and one of the greatest difficulties we usually generates. It was a parejísima series, it could have gone either way and touched to them. It is a disappointment, because you have high expectations, because even though we finished in sixth place we saw with chances. No one felt it was much better than us, indeed with the Clippers he was. In Houston we were to win the last two games; should move forward, if we had to Golden State, we are a team that plays pretty well ... I'm not saying sure we reached the end, but we had chances to fight. Sometimes this happens and when it happens is better come now and not a June 20 seven playing a final. It hurt less that way.
I forbade my wife put a match, at least until you do the appropriate mourning. I do not want to look, it still hurts if I look. I do not know if it's a bit of arrogance, selfishness? It is as hard for me not to see us there, you always have confidence and think we should have had a chance. So until I can not spend a little, I prefer to isolate. After a season of so much demand, both video and video, it's like they say "enough, I want to release a little headache." I'm not looking at anything, I saw the result but nothing more.
I know many are awaiting what will happen with my career. The truth is that I am grateful for all the words of appreciation and affection that approached me. While I am not someone who reads both, I saw one nice comments that make you feel good. They can tell you to play one more year, you're still good ... but that's out there, beyond whether or not I can. It's how you feel or how much it costs to assemble the purse to go to each of the cities or play five games in a week. Or play 85 games in 165 days. So it's a time of uncertainty.
There are times that season review and tell me how I'm not going to play some more and there are moments when I do not want to see a ball even close. I'll wait for this month and see how I feel. If I feel like a former player or not. I begin to wonder if or how my body feels. It is a unique moment, I've never been in this situation. I thought briefly in 2013, but a week or 10 days knew I wanted to take another challenge and that was not the point. Now let's see, maybe now is the same or more difficult for me and I have to wait longer. So I'll see calmly what I do, because there are decisions you have to make hurry.
Today I do not feel that there is a right decision, whatever it may be. You never know if it's good or not. Because it is a unique situation, because no one can tell you what to do. Because yes, there are a lot of former players who went through this time and so on, but each has its experience with different family moments, with particular physical realities with computer projections? Stop doing what you did 100% of your adult life is a unique moment, which gives a lot of uncertainty. Sure I have tried retirement, because you have a moment of doubt, because at times I think it's time and others not. I remember that when the time came to my brother, Toad, he was 39, started the season and felt he could not face it, it had better digested. I have definitely many more questions, but in general I think most all situations and things. So I want to give a time.
Pop said he wanted us to Tim and me in next season. They are words that make me the most difficult things. The truth is that if the franchise had said they did not want me or it was time to rebuild and wanted a younger team, I would have greatly facilitated the task. You may have done a little hurt because even though one is on the ledge, falling just want to not give you the push. So he had hurt a little but it had facilitated the decision. He went backwards, these words help you in the emotional, in confidence, feeling, but I'm not in a time when I need the job. Bypasses feel that if I want to follow, but if you really define feel like doing and get into all this bustle.
In the team meeting I had a couple of nice conversations with Pop and Tim, because we are the ones who are in this particular situation a little, but what he said Pop has made clear what his idea. Well ... Tim chatted with some of the possibilities and it's like we're on the same page saying we want to wait a little. We need time, see what happens, how we feel, what our families say. Our body is not the same, though in his case it is not noticeable. But other things start to happen mind.
Today it's time to be with family at 100%. Many told me the determination I have to take it and she will accompany me on what you decide. That seems right to him to do. So I left it more complicated, I thought it was going to be a team decision. So I go debating what to do as the days go by and go pulling ideas ... and see you again. She'll be happy with what determines if it makes me happy.
I do not feel that San Antonio can feel a blow by the departure of some of us. If I were preparing a total reconstruction ... it comes and goes Pop another coach Tim retires, Tony does not play anymore. That would change the situation much. I understand it's time to change things on the computer, or the appearance of the whole and understandably so. But if Pop continues and Tim can follow, everything is different. Because one would have less commitment to colleagues and everything. I guess we'll have a little talk with Tim, who seems to be on the same ledge as me. We'll see where the wind blows.
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