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Don't feel washed at all, as far as women, there's 22 and 32 and 42, and 52 year old that I know,  so that's not an issue.  but I do feel old, in the way that I am out of step with the world as younger people live it and experience it, which is a natural part of life.  The phone fixation.  The younger kids seem like such fukking geeks, like that lack of confidence and anxiety.
My boy and I were saying the other day, can you imagine texting men your feelings and thoughts, around 2004?  Like if your homie flaked out or didn't answer. Now kids will send a play by play to their boys.   You aren't going to answer?  Are you avoiding me? I feel like you are avoiding me
we would just say oh he's was being a bytch whatever