When you know they hating hard & u smile like




Saturn is REALLY kicking my ass. No money, no job, on the point of homelessness, my credit is ruined and no help in sight. My grandmother died a few months back, I cut my poisonous mother out of my life.... All of my job prospects were blocked and now I know why. Saturn has blocked all of them to make me deal with my future plans head first. Now the cosmic train has started and even though I have finally seen the errors I've been making, the train can't be stopped from what has already started. My friend only had to deal with this for a month. Why is mine lasting 9 months?!
I must have gone insane because I'm not freaking out right now or period. What's crazy is my classes should start in a month. Crazy how I got Queen of Swords for the lessons I'm supposed to learn for this situation. 
I think my neighbor might be a hooker or she is hustling in her place. So many different men and none of them are the same.
.. being abstinent is a bytch.
I did know he went to my school but I couldn't recall how I knew him
cause it taste like a cake that was lacking in the sweetness department.
I couldn't even front that it was good. It was just
bound. I haven't baked a cake in like a year. So
I need to just undo what I did so next time my cake will be sweet.
and tell me so we can laugh about this in person.