Essential Official Random Thoughts Thread (Ladies only)
*Insert joke about women not knowing what they want*Had a dream about a coli member last night. It was weird, not the dream itself but the way my subconscious works is troubling to my emotions.
They were over my place which looked nothing like my loft but alas, the small unit was mine with white painted walls and a balcony with leftover food from a bbq. We were just relaxing and then he suggested we go grab a bite to eat. I wasn't really ok with his choice but he dragged me along. In the midst of the dream getting complicated over ordering food he had LEFT
I get a call from him later mentioning some coli people, cracking jokes or whatever like everything was ok. Everything was probably ok in actuality which says more about me than what I wanted this dream to point out.
Anyway, that was the ending to that arc of my dream. I could have gone without it.
auntie @MoonGoddess put me on too dermarolling, already got my stuff n been watching youtubes n whatnot but wld like your opinion and thots/tips on it. remembered u mentioned it in a post once and its benefits intrigued me. oh and how are u doing 
I make myself look so dumb and desperate in from of men I like. It's really embarrassing...especially when I know they don't exactly like me back 
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I can easily start a conversation with random people, but if the man is attractive I stutter and just get really weird.
I'm done thinking about men for at least 2 years
.I can easily start a conversation with random people, but if the man is attractive I stutter and just get really weird.
I'm done thinking about men for at least 2 years
I make myself look so dumb and desperate in from of men I like. It's really embarrassing...especially when I know they don't exactly like me back
I can easily start a conversation with random people, but if the man is attractive I stutter and just get really weird.
I'm done thinking about men for at least 2 years
Take those two years to improve yourself(both phyiscally and self-esteem wise). That will go a long way towards your confidence.
I think I may also get my nephew a pair. Hs dad bought him some trash ass "Jordans" that look like they cost $20.
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I hate pms and ovulation pains 
Mine started yesterdayI hate pms and ovulation pains
Yeah my niece got some and they weren't the legit Jordans, same situation as ur nephew. So my mom got her a few legit pairs.I think I may also get my nephew a pair. Hs dad bought him some trash ass "Jordans" that look like they cost $20.
I totally get where ur coming from, but what I do is talk like I'm talking here. I find a topic I can blab about and I just relax. So ignore the awkwardness, just get ur self in a coli topic mindset and let things flow. Bonus if u use coli terms and he looks at u likeI make myself look so dumb and desperate in from of men I like. It's really embarrassing...especially when I know they don't exactly like me back
I can easily start a conversation with random people, but if the man is attractive I stutter and just get really weird.
I'm done thinking about men for at least 2 years
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being a slime bag, fam. He might just
and the convo will continue. Lurk the locker room for stuff to talk about. Talk about jay-z 4:44 album. Trust me, talking to guys irl is not that different from them here.Once you realize that you came into this world alone and you die in this world alone you will stop seeking validation in others to make you happy. If you ask yourself questions like:
Would I date myself?
Would I be friends with myself?
Would I trust me?
And the answers are no then re-evaluate your priorities. Thank god I hate human contact otherwise I'd be like the people needy for hugs and/or sex.
If you need a nut masturbation is powerful. Sex with another person is both physical and psychological (for me it's more psychological). I've never been so content with being alone/single and focusing on building myself up that I'm not worried about rushing into anything and it doesn't worry me because you can always be with someone. It's never too late.
Que sera sera.
Would I date myself?
Would I be friends with myself?
Would I trust me?
And the answers are no then re-evaluate your priorities. Thank god I hate human contact otherwise I'd be like the people needy for hugs and/or sex.
If you need a nut masturbation is powerful. Sex with another person is both physical and psychological (for me it's more psychological). I've never been so content with being alone/single and focusing on building myself up that I'm not worried about rushing into anything and it doesn't worry me because you can always be with someone. It's never too late.
Que sera sera.
Is this a cute workout outfit? I really want the pants, but I don't want to buy a plain white or black top
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lead by example
Youd look better with nothing on loveIs this a cute workout outfit? I really want the pants, but I don't want to buy a plain white or black top
I can't go to the gym naked. 