What's up brehs. it's been rough, just ended my relationship and I feel like I'm starting to slip and my depression been getting worse. I wrote my family goodbye notes for some odd reason but out them in a drawer and trying to sleep. Everyday seems like a battle but with everyday I wake up is a battle I have feel I have won. Am I scared I may lose this battle? Yes but I feel I can overcome and this thread might be a tool I can use
I've gotten a scheduled appointment with my therapist on Friday and I'm open to going back on the depressants again
Stay blessed brehs
First off, thank you for sharing. You've done plenty of difficult things and each task is a layered brick on the path you've walked. One thing is for sure, those steps are with you but they are behind you.
You have a lot of power to create steps to the place where you want to be. And sheltering those notes is a sign you want to continue. You must embrace the love and pain, hiding one and not valuing the other will keep you stuck in limbo.
There is an innate connection that we all have with our body and mind, to grow one while neglecting the other will leave you weak either mentally or physically.
Just like that we take our conquests and defeats and dwell on one but not improve ourselves learning from the other.
You're stronger than you know, it's hard as hell but don't give up. You'll make it. Think how far away from who you are today, compared to last week. Keep going.
You can do it. I believe you can and you know you can.
