Ms.CuriousCat
All Star
For as long as I can remember when something difficult happens in my life at some point rescue me by Fontella Bass starts playing in my head.
I picture a strong, kind (rich, being honest) guy swooping in and making all my problems go away, he'd take me to his castle far away.... I think I listened to too much music growing up....
But through time I have put out my own fires and the more often I do that, the longer I can withstand shyt hitting the fan before the song starts to play and even when it does, the more it becomes just a cursory nod to a habit than anything else. I don't know what it will mean for me on the day that that song doesn't play anymore...will I officially be a mature, resilient and self-sufficient grownup who has no need or desire to be rescued by anyone or will I be jaded and difficult in asking for or accepting help, will it be a good thing or a bad thing?
Things I think about when day dreaming.
I picture a strong, kind (rich, being honest) guy swooping in and making all my problems go away, he'd take me to his castle far away.... I think I listened to too much music growing up....
But through time I have put out my own fires and the more often I do that, the longer I can withstand shyt hitting the fan before the song starts to play and even when it does, the more it becomes just a cursory nod to a habit than anything else. I don't know what it will mean for me on the day that that song doesn't play anymore...will I officially be a mature, resilient and self-sufficient grownup who has no need or desire to be rescued by anyone or will I be jaded and difficult in asking for or accepting help, will it be a good thing or a bad thing?
Things I think about when day dreaming.