Tough decision. I'm better as a drunk

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Smoke weed
Last time I smoked week I had a seizure. I ruined a good relationship because of that. I can't smoke weed anymore. I used to smoke 24/7, like it was a problem. I smoked all day and it was fine. Now, after being 5 years sober from everything, I can't smoke weed anymore. I wish I could
 

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I've already been there. I went to rehab for alcohol and benzos 6 years ago. My life was absolute trash for 5 years when I was sober. I start drinking again and I'm meeting people and dating again. It's a problem. I need a middle ground I guess


I think your problem is a "social drinking " issue. Peer pressure is real, and it's not just a problem when you are a teenager

Get new friends, people who love to have fun without drinking or smoking
 
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The beginning stages of addiction.

It’s downhill from here.



Breh is actually a full blown addict already.

He made a thread a couple of months ago cause he was sure he had terminal lung cancer from smoking a pack of cigarettes a day for years. Went to the doctor, they told him he probably got 5 years left and homie returned to smoking like a choo choo train like aint nothing happened.

When he gets on his deathbed, he'll be asking for our prayers but imma hit him with the :ufdup:
 

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Therapy for sure to help you get to my next point, but you're basically a drunk Hulk, which means you need to find a way to be the person you are when you're drunk, and make him come out when you're sober.

Obviously that awesome person is there within you, but something in your mind is making you inhibit him until you drink.

You are afraid to be that person for some reason, and your need to figure out the reason for that. Therapy will help you with that. But you can also just sit and do some meditation and self-reflection.
 

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Operating while drunk daily prolly isn't the move. I usually have at least one or two 24-40oz over a 24hr span. I don't like being "drunk" at all tho, especially in public. It's just an uncomfortable feeling for me
 

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So, I've alternated from being drunk to being sober. I'm a much better person drunk. I talk to girls. I have hours long conversations. When I'm sober, I listen to sad, depressing music. I hate life. But, when I'm drunk I'm a social person. What do I do? It's either kill myself being sober or live an unhealthy life being social with people. I don't know what to do. Drinking makes me a better person. I know, I know, that's the addict in me talking, but it's true.
If you ain't drinking in too much excess then nothing to worry about. I've drank day and night at times finishing 3-4 bottles of hard liquor in a week on a bad week. I have to stop no questions. Last 6 weeks been doing good, had a bad relapse last week but using that as motivation and a reminder not to let it happen again.
 
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