Hell yeah I was bullied, I was severely underweight for my height and age. I was skinny so a lot of bigger kids would bully me, daily. It was hell. This went on for a few years, maybe 5th-7th grade. I was one of the maybe 20 black kids that went to the school. So majority of the time I was the only black kid in the class. These kids would say anything you could think of and the racist teachers heard it, they just didn't give a fukk, they were probably happy about it too. The last year I was bullied, I guess I just had it. I won't lie, I thought about shooting up that school many times. First kid that said shyt to me, it was during lunch, he was joking on me and I guess he decided he could get away with it because everyone else did. I'm not the smartest person but I do a lot of thinking. I didn't say shyt while everyone was joking on me, I waited for him to get up to put his lunch tray away and I came up from behind a snuck him in the face. I hit that kid probably 10+ times before the teachers came to pull me off. fukk, even to this day it feels good just thinking about it. lol I ended up joining the wrestling team that same year, the principle suggested sports for my "anger" issues. lol I'm the one with issues while your white boys are picking on someone every day for the color of their skin. Ever since then from about 8th-10th grade, I started lifting and wrestling just hardened me. I fought people for damn near no reason at times, it felt so good fighting that stood no chance. Most of you will never know that feeling. I didn't become a bully but I didn't anyone get away with thinking they were ever above me. It was until I moved early into the 10th grade to a much better school that I stopped getting into fights. When I got there, everyone was so weak in comparison to the shyt I dealt with for so long. I know everyone doesn't handle bullying the same way but I'm actually happy I went through that shyt. No sane person would fukk with me today and I won't sit around idle and watch anyone get fukked with, period.
Damn, I typed a lot of shyt. lol