Ur not a sociopath if u dont “feel good”. U are just emotionally numb and maybe depressed and taking it out on others. I can relate because Ive grown numb too bc of the life Ive lived and shyt I been thru. People like me always have the biggest hearts at first bc we set too many expectactions then turn cold when they arent met. Dissappointed many times.
I have an exfriend with this rap sheet somewhat similar, except he beats on both his baby mothers, gets robbed constantly and blames it on everyone else, unemployed for months, lies 24/7, doesnt take care of neither of his daughters/pawns it off on other people while he doesnt speak to her for months, made up a rumor that his mother was touching his kid, did the same thing to his brother (they have beef ), caught HIV cheating on his first baby moms with a tranny, always getting beat up by random nikkas in the street and taking it out on his second baby moms, beat his own mother during an argument (cracked her jaw). Called the cops on his own brother too. He faked his death for a week so he could see a girl he met off POF in NJ while his baby moms was greiving. Doesnt clean doesnt pick up after himself and always has excuses. Nothing is ever his fault. He got some puerto rican girl pregnant whose from New York and to this day we are not sure if she had it or not cuz he blocked her when he came back. Nothing is ever his fault. Hes a legit sociopath and self destructive.
Hes also a bytch ass passive aggressive nikka that constantly gets set on his backpockets and takes it out on his baby moms.Lol people in this thread think sociopaths are some type of cold blooded gangsters or something. Not always the case.
I hope u find some peace. U can be saved