Actually think you hit it on the nail. Last few chicks I smashed I didn't even think they were attractive really. I'm just like shes got a nice rack and she's down.
I never have any emotions to these chicks. I get tipsy or something than invite them over around midnight and get to business.
I feel bad a lot after though. I think I'm afraid to look or be some dikk but I always let them know its just fukking and nothing more. But at the same time I always hear its different from when a guy is down to fukk compared to when a girl is down to fukk. Like a dude would fukk anything. I hear the girl has to like you in some way. So I guess I can feel that these girls might actually like me? Like this girl I'm smashing now always posting to me snap stories which makes it seem like she wants me to message her or some shyt. Like I'm good on that lmfao. Then I guess its the factor of me not wanting them because I feel like I should be smashing dimes at the moment. But it comes back to the girls just being down to smash so I'm like fukk it she not attractive but her head game fire.
Someone else said socially programmed. Because I remember always saying when I was younger I'd smash some chicks on the low and not even care. but now I do this shyt and bad thoughts weigh my mind after like come on man what am I doing lmao.
I remember I was smashing this one girl


coli and friends would laugh at me if they seen this chick.
But she kept snapping me in her pictures catching me off guard. cut her off quick