My bank account was getting drained
I was unhappy
I wasn't being understood in my gripes about the situation..
I tried to end it repsectfuly, but she basically in her own way told me to go fukk myself
Reached the boiling point...
Paid 5 stacks(had to use IRA account)to break the lease and regain my freedom...
Just woke up and said fukk it
Thank goodness she didn't come to my main spot to create drama...
It was my fault for getting involved..she had red flags at every turn and I ignored them..

...it was my first relationship and I was doing what I thought the man was supposed to do..
Basically I had to grind to put that 5 stacks back plus keep my daily life going...
Thank the good lord no kids came outta this
Took alot outta me...and I still can get bitter if my mind becomes idle
When you don't have a father figure, you learn shyt like this thru trial and error...
Lot of these kids coming up dont got a father..
Lot of these older heads are clueless about modern dating...
It was a valuable learning experience for me....