Killigraphy
Banned
I got a situation on my hands with my girl. I’m seeing some red flags but they’re a byproducts of lies I’ve told. So not sure if we should just dead it, cuz it’s kinda toxic at this point
Basically when we weren’t exclusive, she would see missed calls from other women. At the time, we’d been seeing each other for 6 months and she was pressing a nikka to cuff but I wasn’t sure if we were fully compatible.
She confronted me on two occasions and I lied like a scary ass nikka. I eventually confessed to the shyts weeks later. So naturally, she felt betrayed. She said she would move on, but it seems like anything can trigger trust issues
On one hand, i feel shes trippin a lil too much cuz she was asking too many questions. I wasn’t concerned if she was fukking anyone else and didn’t bother to inquire even when I saw shyt. On the other hand, I actually feel I betrayed her.
She recently went thru my phone but I found out. Shes been apologetic but I’m fairly confident she’ll do it again. I’ve been faithful but have replied a text here and there on friendly shyt, thus triggering her trust issues
My close homies been saying I should dead it cuz that level of disrespect shouldn’t be tolerated, but I feel kinda responsible for it, so I’m kinda torn.
What you do, is your business, not hers. The behavior of someone who goes through a phone, is irrational, petulant, and insecure. Either stay fukk buddies or move on. She doesn't want a BF, she wants a puppy dog.








and she got a phatty
since day 1. Not thottish. shyt if anything it took a bit for me to smile because I was in disbelief. What I do makes my interactions with her so brief because we stay busy, especially me I’m needed constantly. My position forces me to the occasionally check on her if she needs shyt for me to fetch. Once she asked my name and age today and I asked her. I knew what time it was. Next time I went to her I just gave her my number on small slip from my notebook. She texted me like an hour ago. I’ll just text her in the morning after I sleep. She’s sweet to me. Ever since I got this fukkboi haircut and earring more girls been flirty or smiley with me. I’m going to be honest I didn’t think she would be feeling me when I first spotted her on day 1 way before we hit the work floor and had to do all paperwork and shyt. I was just like damn she fine in my head. I’m a short and skinny breh. She a little taller than me and could do better than me. She’s got a cute face, slim waist, booty and some big titties. Not putting myself down but damn since I didn’t meet her on these lame apps. I hope she doesn’t pull away from my affection in the future like other girls do that I have been meeting lately that weren’t just one night stands. She’s 23 so atleast I’m sure she’s more mature than the 18-19 year olds I’m used to dealing from tinder/bumble. My pants got a hole and my converse are dirty as fukk. I did not go with intention to meet anybody from this shyt. Just trying to get my shyt together with $16/hr until I got something better.