Here we go, the final acts:
Now we're in March. Her birthday was the first weekend of march and she celebrates it out of town with "her girls". I wasn't invited because it was "girls only". She sends me a text Saturday night telling me how she wants me. We continue to see each other once a week. I'm making an effort to see her more but she was always busy. But still, when we're together, things seemed good. We hold hands in public, we still have them heart to heart talks, and so on. One night, after dinner, we're talking about other options. She asked if I was seeing anyone. I told her no. I ask if she would get mad if I was seeing someone else, and she said she would be livid. I told her the same. Especially after our talk at the wedding. We were too deep into this to have our options open.
One Sunday, she texts me that her Sister bought her tickets to that Odessa horse show. I told her have fun and take pictures. She never did. We hang out another night, have dinner, and take our first picture together. She sends it to her friends and I'm thinking she's finally coming around. The bad gut feeling was still there, though but I tried to ignore it. So I'm ready to pop the commitment question and all of a sudden, she brings up how her ex beat her. It ruined the moment so I refrained. Suddenly that gut feeling is more prevalent than before. I'm thinking she's just scared so I'm going to try and fix this. She's been traumatized but I couldn't back off. Mid March, I call her one Sunday, she doesn't pick up. She text me the next day saying how Mondays suck but doesn't say anything about not picking up the night before. Whatever. So 3 weeks ago, she comes over on a Friday.
She initially wanted me to go over there because her sister was staying at her parent's house and no one was there to take care of her dog. But instead, she comes over to my place and brings her dog. We go out to dinner, and she's still talking about us. About traveling, meeting her parents, and I bring up how things seem different with us. Actually, I've been bringing up how she's changed but she plays it off like she hasn't changed. We get back, we have sex, and her dog sneaks in the room and is chillin'. She says something like:
he never likes to watch us doing this. That was the first time I met her dog. So I say, "Oh Really?" She said, you know what I mean. I let it go, because I was tired. Next morning, we grab something to eat and she's saying how she loves my neighborhood. Holding hands in public, the whole 9
Now, here's the juicy parts:
I call her again on a Sunday and she doesn't pick up. Now I'm pissed. She texts me back the next morning and I ignore it. She texts me the next day, asking if everything is ok. I respond that a lot on my mind and we'll talk later. After a few days, I hit her up asking what's up. I told her I had a rough week and that I'm cool. I wasn't. I wanted to see to talk to her about "things". She had a hectic weekend she was going to "squeeze me" in on Sunday. I told her I was going to the Dodger game on Sunday. She responds "Oh wow, really? Are you going with your friends?".
I thought she was mad I didn't invite. Game over, I text her I'm on my way home and she said
she was with her fam and will text me later. 9:30pm rolls around and she tells me she's finally at her parents house. I ask her if she still needs to go home. She says yes, she needs to take her sister home. 10:00 rolls around and I had enough. I text her to forget it and Im going to sleep. She responds calling me rude and good night. Last Monday I get on FB and start looking her up. I find her friend.
Low and behold, they were all at the dodger game. While i was there as well. Keep in mind I hadn't seen her for 2 weeks. So I text her on Monday telling her that things seem like we're going in opposite directions. She agrees. I asked her if we can talk face to face. She tried to put it off until Wednesday or Friday. I said bullshiit, we need to do this sooner. So we agreed on Tuesday. We agreed for 2pm. I text her at 1, she responds that she is with her sister and sends me a pic of her sister. WTF? So she said she will text me when they are done. 5 rolls around. She said her cousin wants to work out so she will just come over around 8. I had enough. I texted her it was over. I couldn't deal with this shyt no more. I tried to be a man and do it face to face but she was avoiding me. She doesn't put up a fight. She said she realizes she was distant and she understands why I wanted to end it. I'm in shock but fukk it, it's done. I still think she was scared to get serious. But she kept on saying that I took to long to make her my GF. I told her I couldn't, that hunch was still there and I was busy tyring to fix it. She was always telling me i had commitment issues but I told her nah. I never found a woman worthy. I live my life with no regrets.
The Final act:
Friday rolls around, I text her that I'm still shocked this happened but to tell me the truth. I understand its over but I would like to know to get that closure. She responds that she's equally shocked. And tells me how she cares for me and that I just took too long. I asked her if she lost interest and she said no. She was just frustrated that I waited so long. I just couldn't because of the hunch. And I expected her to come around after the wedding (when we became exclusive). She acknowledged that I started to take her more serious after the wedding. I told her I had so much to say so she asked if she would like to talk in person. I said yes. So she promised to come over on Saturday. Saturday rolls around, I text her around 5 and she says she looking to be by here around 8. She texts me at 7 and tells me her sister wants to take her parents out to dinner. Here we go again. She's backing off. She plans on heading over after dinner. 10 rolls around, nada. She finally texts me around 11:30 that she's mad that she got home so late. She eventually flakes (obviously) and tells me she will be by on Sunday. So I'm pissed.
Sunday. I wake up and get on the computer. I start clicking and I come across this dude's instagram. There they were.
She's had a boyfriend these past few weeks. bytch was living a double life. She's been messing with this dude since January. Feeding me lies (check all of the bolded). Yep, she was doing all of this stuff with dude. He was there celebrating her birthday and texting me at the same time. No more morning sex? She was on her way to another dude's house. After I hit it the night before. That hunch, was always right. But I was looking in the wrong places. Biitch was a lying snake this entire time.
And she wonders why I took so long? If I were committed to her, I would have been fukked.
