What happened is you start thinking you can change them. You accept the nonsense even though it's right there. With me things wasn't going to work because:I dated mine for a year solid official all over fb everybody knew, everybodys favorite couple etc all that noise 100 likes per pic of us etc etc. I was a damn proud dude. Lived together for a few months of it too. Best friend all that noise.
shyt has been beyond tough. Easily my toughest breakup so far, probably because she was loyal as shyt. She was awful tho in retrospect (extremely unstable, on antidepressants, suffered from melancholic depression, crazy daddy issues, lived alone with two cats.)
If I told the stories about how she acted you brehs would be like.
I have no explanation how or why i allowed myself to put up with the behavior she exhibited. As someone who is extremely well read in RP theory and understands the game it was like i had fukkin amnesia and forgot everything i knew. The bytch had me bamboozled and broken
- She's in Japan, I'm in the US. When I planned to move there in a couple years, she'd be studying abroad.
- She told me I couldn't be her future husband.
- She was too self hating. She'd always complain how ugly she is.(looking back she only looked OK with lots of makeup)
And other things I forget. I overlooked all of that because she was on my dikk heavy. She'd text me every single day when she woke up and before sleeping. I was cool with her mom and when I visited her mom took me out to eat several times, bought me stuff and invited me to dinner. : mjcry:
