Biggest lesson learned after trying again these past four months it's my ex and the same exact shyt happening even with me being in a completely better mental state. My nikkas, you can't fix these how it's not our job. She straight up told me over the past year We hadn't changed at all, when it was her stuck on stupid ass that hasn't. She said after a year she anted space to decide if she wanted to stay together and me coming to cheer her up after not seeing each other for like ten days didn't help, could I have just stayed away. Sure. But what nikka that cares about his girl is gonna sit and tweed let his thumbs while she once going through so,e shyt. I only brought about the inevitable faster cuz if after a year you not like wow we made it lets she had far we can take this and instead questioning it that shyt dead anyway. I can take solace in the fact that it's a immense chance she never finds another nikka thorough as me. And at the point she realize that be it a month from now or a year I'll get a call and it'll be too late cuz Ill be in some new puss and then we'll have yet another all men ain't shyt rider.
Stay away from emotionally stunted women brehs, they are succubus