The same reason basically. I been sitting out but I haven't been productive. I'm on a better track now; working again (not nothing I need a cert for

but work nonetheless), my pops gonna use his light work month next month to show me shyt in the gym, starting to write a book, still torn on music though.
So I'm on the right track but little ticky-tack bothering me too since I'm an over thinker;
When I get out there I'll probably fukk up a lot of shots over going dutch. I don't know how women respond to this.
I don't have my own spot and probably won't for a minute and we know how they need that. I missed out on the high school/college-aged game of "text for a week & get her to the crib" anyway so that isn't natural for me.
Honestly, I'd probably bore these chicks too, especially those around my age. No smoking little drinking, not into the social scene like that, not about any drama so I'd probably be too "predictable." I'm an introvert (not painfully so) and observer so I'm not into being in the mix with people I soak in culture/human behavior through shyt like books, movies, documentaries, TV, etc and if I do go out I'd prefer low key stuff. I'm in a selfish period of my life so I'm not sure the type of chicks who would be okay with my energy and habits would be good with casual situations.
I have to get better at judging a girl's attraction also, the out and about/minding my business situation. I'm not what women would call "fine" so when I get that split second of eye contact I don't take that as a greenlight.